hurt of losings someone just never goes away. Ever time I think I am
past the point of crying it comes back. Remember all the good times just
makes you miss them more some days. All the little things like watching
the news with her, or cooking for her. I wish this would just stop...
But then I would be dead inside if it did. So I live with the pain and
go on to have joy fill my day tomorrow. But for tonight I am going to
lie in the dark and hide the tears...