Saturday, September 21, 2013

Live with Love and Forgive...

Oh no thumbs down on my Videos what will I ever do...

Been stalked by 2 people since I started with YT, a nut job in town here that comes around once a month or so and leaves a stupid comment and I always know it's him by how he uses words. And the other that watches every single thing I put up reads every blog post and so on... That one thinks he is a street preacher and lives in Main. The best thing is he went after someone on YT for being on the sex offenders registry. Turns out he is also on it and for the same reason. Exposing himself to a child. So Mr. hand of God against all things gay is not so pure as well.

I thank Jesus every day that I live a good life with good friends. I have all I need and a bit more. I have enough to help others when they need it. I don't have to get my thrills by being destructive and going against Gods will. There is always something to be thankful for. Even when the time comes I am stuck in a care home in pail 24/7 there will be the sun threw the window to remind me of the glory days and the love of God.

I know I am a sinner and know I have done wrong. I also know that the Love of God has changed my heart and mind for the better. This happened because I gave myself over to him completely. I do not have sex with anyone as I am single. I live by the law of loving all and know my path will lead to heaven. I do not push what I know to be true on others as I know that is not the right way. I give love and get it back many time over. Life is a joy.

There are those who think it is a waste to follow God and to give up sex and so on. But for me it is the right way to live. I know God has a place for all who love and this is not needed to enter his kingdom. But for me it is the right thing to do. So I forgive the sins against me and pray for the souls of those would harm me.

Be proud and strong and know God loves you. Show the world a kind fave and be brave. Your reward is everlasting...

Peace - Dave :)

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Wrong Number...

Got a text, "Hay hun what are you doing"?
I Replied, "getting the ass humped off me by Ed".
They replied, "WTF? How could you just out and tell me that"?
I Replied, "Well your brother came over with this big ass bad of killer weed. So you know things just kind of happened".
They replied, "Jake?"
I Replied, "Well yes and when he was done Ed stopped in and ya know".
They replied, "I am going to kill all 3 of you".
I replied, "Then your going to have to do Father Ted as well".
They replied, "Who the fuck is that"?
I replied, "Well he won't be a priest for long after tonight".
They replied, "I am getting my gun bitch".
I replied, "That's cool because the cops just drove up for all the noise we where making".
... There was no more replies...

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

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YouTube working well again...

Well if your going to use that repugnant word the say it right OK... It's "Mistaking a bus for a train" - OK...

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Poor John

Who is John? He is his own worst enemy. This is a person who spent a lifetime seeing himself as being bullied and pushed around by everyone he knows. All of the people who showed him any love or compassion where in turn treated as oppressors by John. His stories of school days are filled with endless torment and violence. The reality is that no one even knew he was there. He was left alone just like he wanted to be. But John remembers it as everyone picking on him all the time. When someone befriended him it would not take long till he started to phone them up and try to hide his voice and make harassing calls. The entire time trying to unload his stories of torment on the unsuspecting friend. It does not take long for this friend to figure it all out and walk the other way telling John to get lost. But it will never end there. There will be calls to the cops and stories of all manner of bad things by John. He will stalk them online and try to seek revenge for all the shit his mind invented. Can John be happy? Not for a moment. Not for one single moment. He is longing for a relationship but is afraid of his own sexuality. He longs for intellectual stimulation but will oppose anything others have to say. There can be no please in a mind so tormented by it's self. In the end it will all be tragic, as so one will ever miss him. It might be a year after he dies alone in his little home before anyone even knows he is missing. His family are just as repulsed by him as his ex-friends after all. So there can only be loneliness and isolation to the last moment. Even in a room full of people he will be alone with his fear and delusions...

* Note: This does not represent any person living or dead in any intentional manner. This is only an example of a specific type of personality. John is every hater I have ever know...