Dave Nicholson

What are your goals for the next year? The only goal in life I have left is to stay out of a care home. Being you have to be 50 shades of fucked to get in one these days, I might be safe for a while yet.

Post five things that make you laugh-out-loud. My friends posting MEME's on Facebook (or the evil ones in a message). A couple of people are always posting fun stuff to make me laugh and brighten my mood. Comedy stand up shows (for the most part). A lot of these shows just have me bussing a gut with laughter. I know the ones to avoid and don't watch their specials. Fluffy is always a good laugh. Movies that are actively terrible. I know they are trying to be serious, but it's a laugh to me sometimes when I watch a very bad movie. Others are just a total waste of time. Edibles. To be honest when I fire down an Indica gummy, the entire world is funny. I could stab my leg by mistake and laugh at it. I'm ridiculous when I'm high. I really should record myself one of these times. People who are angry. This might get me dead some day, but when I see someone loosing their shit and going full Karen, I literally have to laugh at them. Trust me, it never makes the situation b...

Write about something that's kicking your ass right now. Anxiety is kicking my ass right now. I'm getting 10 to 15 panic attacks a day for weeks now. I've got 3 appointments in a week. I had one (a heart test) and had a strong panic attack the entire time and just wanted to go home and hold my emotional support stuffy! It's bad enough with no panic attack, as they have to press hand on my chest and on my neck. It often triggers a mild Fibromyalgia flair, and did this time as well. It was a living hell for me thanks to my broken brain. Two more appointments. This is Sunday, I have a dentist appointment on Wednesday and I have had a fear of dentists since I was a child and got a tooth pulled with no freezing in it. Thursday is blood work just before we go out for coffee. I normally enjoy this, but with a panic attack very possible, it might not be all that fun. Yes, I'm bloody strange, I love watching them take vials of blood out of my arm. Got to remember the left on...

I either use Deep Dream Generator or Bing Image Generator  (You need to be logged into a Microsoft account for this one) to make the actual images. Then I use Jigsaws Galore to make them into puzzles in the game (program/app). I've made thousands of AI puzzles in the last 2 or 3 years. I've had great fun with it, but it does have it's issues. For one thing with DDG, there is a negative prompt option for stuff you don't want in the image. Well it doesn't work worth shit. It gives me stuff I tell it not to do, and I waste points on it and have to toss out an image, or need to edit it to make it right. Then DDG will also toss in things you can't make it give you if you ask for them, and most of the time you don't want then. An example of this was DDG gave me a big penis hanging off the dog with angel wings I wanted. Well that's just not good. I don't want that as I share these sometimes and this batch was to share. Editing it out would be a vey long t...

Not going to expand on why these are the top or what they are like. Just a quick post of the list. All of them rate 8/10 to 10/10 for me. 10. Disturbed - Immortalized 09. Ram Jam - Ram Jam 08. Iron Maiden - Killers 07. Iron Maiden - The Number Of The Beast 06. The Doors - L.A. Woman 05. The Dead South - Good Company 04. Bronski Beat - Hundreds And Thousands 03. Boston - Boston 02. AC/DC - Back In Black 01. Rational Youth - Heredity

01. Kiss - Dynasty One of the first albums I ever got with my own money. Something about this ones flow/rhythm and style got me hooked on it and after a life time of western music and/or polka to that point, it was just so alive in comparison. I had heard it at a friends place and though, "Wow, what is this joy?" 02. Chris De Burgh - Man On The Line It was so smooth and refined that it made me think in very different lines of music. This was not the classic rock I was listening to on my stereo, nor was it the kind of music I had gotten before - or listened to at a friends. This one I heard when over at a friends place and his mother was listening to it. 03. Eagles - One Of These Nights To be honest, I'd never heard of them before I got this at Christmas from my Aunt and Uncle. I took it downstairs and my Cousins and I listened to it on the stereo and I loved it so much. Again, it opened me to a different perspective in regards to what, "good music was." 04. Devo...

Write about an area in your life that you'd like to improve. * I do go a ways off topic here, but it all ties in. * If there was a way I could physically and/or mentally handle working still, the aria I'd tackle is income. As well, I miss working a lot, but am just not able to do it anymore. The physical limitations I have, make me need to go to my bed and rest several times a day, or I will be in massive pain and my legs will go numb. Then there is the fact I no longer do good with the stress of working. Even if I was to work at home on my own time, I would have stress from it in the fact that I need to get a certain amount of work done every day to the standard of another person - this is not something my brain is willing to allow me to handle anymore. The last 2 times I tried to work ended in disaster and me being in the hospital for a week each time. Unfortunately, people I know well can't seem to understand this simple fact. They look at me and think, "you could...

Images generated in Deep Dream Generator and turned into Jigsaw Puzzles with Jigsaws Galore .

Think of any word. Search it on google images. Write something inspired by the 11th image. A man who has a 2 day growth of beard rides his painted horse in the mountain pass. He is wearing plain cowboy boots, a sheep skin jacket, denim paints, yellow leather gloves, a cowboy hat, and chaps. There is also a red bandana on his neck that is distinguished from the rest of his clothing by it's bright color. In the background is a mountain range and it appears to be in an arid climate, as the vegetation is mostly yellow grass. The clouds in the sky are sparse, but fluffy and dot the sky in an almost to regular spacing. His face looks very serious and he is well muscled from the appearance of his neck muscles, and his sturdy stature. He is not a very tall man, but rather average in height. Also of note is a rope hanging off the saddle. The saddle it's self seems very plain and basic. The man is obviously a regular ever-day kind of fellow, and does not go for the flashy side of life. H...

Write about a lesson you've learned the hard Way. Joining a fundamentalist (evangelical) church is a bad idea if you are LGBTQ. This only led me to hate myself and think I'm a "sinner". It was total bullshit. They did a lot of bashing the LGBTQ community as being the work of the devil among other bullshit things. So being pansexual with gender issues was not a good thing being a member of that church.