Although I got this cup not more than 5 years ago, it's a remanent from the person I used to be. I once DID enjoy a good spanking and a good tie up. Now I have enough pain in my freaking life to deal with every singe day, so I don't want extra.
Then again my desire to have sex has all but vanished. I would much rather do it myself than bother with another person these days. Time was even into my 40's where I was VERY into it. That being said, not even doing it myself is not that often.
I don't know what changed over the last decade, but I just don't care about that stuff any more. My one vice left over if food. Yes I drink on a rare occasion, but food is my deal now. I would love to be able to eat pizza every day of my life. The thing is, now that I don't eat crap every day - the quality of my life is up a lot.
I'm not under any delusion that I all the sudden will have 10 or 20 years added on to my life, but the pain levels are down and I can walk a hell of a …


So I messed up. I sent a personal correspondence to the cable company instead of the person I was sending it to. I'm sure it made no sense at all being out of context and all, but OOPS. Yeah this could have been much worse, it could have been VERY personal.
They seem to have just ignored it and so on. It makes me wonder how many times this happens.

Weight Loss

So ya know. I thought I was doing good, but I had water weight on me still on Friday, so I weighed in again on Saturday and was 2.2 lbs less than Friday - so I recorded that weight in the journal. This is not bad since I actually had a few hits of processed crap that week. Not over the top thank god, but I did have it.


Lower than average sugar content in this Ice Cream so I got that. Took me most of the day to nibble it all down. 1.5L of it. Yes this is an atrocity. But dang it, it was good and I got it with air miles.  Dill pickle chips are one of them things I wonder why the hell I love them so much. Literally ever time I have eaten them in the last 10 or 12 years, I have had acid reflux. But I really enjoy the hell out of them. These are sour cream and onion rings. It's a puffed potato kind of thing with flavor on it. It's actually less in the bag than with the chips from the same company as they are puffed. Same with the cheese puffs they make.
So you can see I over did it on Saturday. But it was freaking great. The ice cream was less of a dent than my normal brand, but about $1.50 more than I normally pay and this was on sale. So - won't be doing that often. Then again, I've said that 100 times. Oh well, onward!

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