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SATEVA AFTERNOON PLAYLIST

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White Rabbit – Collide Dragula – Rob Zombie Crushed – Collide Somewhere I Belong – Linkin Park Forsaken – David Draiman Until the End – Kittie Clown – Korn Blue Monday – Orgy Blue – The Birthday Massacre Do You Think – Kittie Hexes – Bassnectar Thoughtless – Korn Right Here in My Arms – HIM Wings of Steel – Collide Charlotte – Kittie Complicated – Collide I’m So Sick – Flyleaf Living Dead Girl – Rob Zombie Before I’m Dead – Kidneythieves First of the Year (Equinox) – Skrillex Lovers End – The Birthday Massacre Somebody That I Used to Know – Gotye Shiver – The Birthday Massacre Bring Me to Life – Evanescence Dreamsleep – Collide

SONGS OF BDSM PLAYLIST

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Little Lover – 40 Below Summer Sexual Violation – Agonoize Bloody Pleasures – Blutengel Sadomasochistic – Carpathian Forest December – Collective Soul Hurts so Good – John Cougar Stung Out – Ultimate Devastation Cold Mig 29 - VNV Nation Cold – VNV Nation All About Your Lyrics – 40 Below Summer Power Tool – 40 Below Summer Weak and Powerless – A Perfect Circle Whip in my Valise – Adam and the Ants For Your Entertainment – Adam Lambert Poison – Alice Cooper Who’s Your Daddy – Benny Benassi She Dominates – Blizkid We’ll Always Have Paris – Cherry Poppin’ Daddies Bubbly – Colbie Caillat Super Girl – Cold Enjoy the Abuse – Comichrist Get Your Body Beat – Combichrist Shut up and Swallow – Combichrist This Shit Will Fuck You Up – Combichrist You Will Be the Bitch Now – Combichrist Pleasure & Pain – Cuir Bleu Venus in Furs – Dave Navarro I Would be Your Slave – David Bowie Torture Device – Dawn of Ashes Bondage – Decoded Feedback I Wanna Be Your Slave – Demented are Go Master & Servant

A HEVIER PLAYLIST

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Faget – Korn Clown – Korn Down with the Sickness – Disturbed Thoughtless – Korn Duality – Slipknot B.Y.O.B. – System of a Down In the End – Linkin Park Psychosocial – Slipknot Dragula – Rob Zombie The Devil in I – Slipknot Bodies – Drowning Pool Cry Little Sister – Marilyn Manson Ball Tongue – Korn Before I Forget – Slipknot Killing in the Name – Rage Against the Machine All Out Life – Slipknot Shoots and Ladders – Korn For Whom the Bell Tolls – Metallica Lies – Korn Stupify – Disturbed Blind – Korn Bulls on Parade – Rage Against the Machine Fake – Korn Unsainted – Slipknot Good God – Korn

MY DADS MUSIC PLAYLIST

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Peter Gunn Theme – Henry Mancini Johnny B. Goode – Chuck Berry Hold on I’m Coming – Sam & Dave Stand by Me – Ben E. King The Ramble – Link Wary Lujon – Henry Mancini Theme from A Summer Place – Pecy Faith Rebel Rouser – Duane Eddy Rockit – Herbie Hancock For What it’s Worth – Buffalo Springfield Will You be Staying After Sunday – The Peppermint Rainbow Walk Like a Man – Frankie Vallie The Rain, The Park & Other Things – The Cowsills Miserlou – Dick Dale Addicted to Love – Robert Palmer Mr. Lucky – Henry Mancini The Ballad of Paladin – Johnny Western Take on Me – A-Ha Mr. Sandman – The Chordettes Green Onion – Booker T. & The MG’s Cortina – Henry Mancini Sukiyaki – Kyu Sakamoto Wipe Out – The Surfaris Wichita Lineman – Glen Campbell The Name’s Bond… James Bond – Nicholas Dodd

SHOULD CHILDREN HAVE THE RIGHT TO ASSISTED DEATH?

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OK there is a certain sick kid's hospital in Canada that is thinking about providing medial assisted death to children under the age of 18. I have investigated this and found that there is a great deal of people who are convinced this will be left up to the doctors to chose weather a child is euthanized or not. This is just not the case. As it stands now in Canada and by the rules in the province of Ontario, a minor can choose to not be treated anymore even if this will result in its death. This also is the case if the parents do not agree with the child’s decision. The requisite is that the child can make an informed decision on the matter. In the case of not being able to make informed consent, the parents can decide. The idea here is to extend this practice to medically assisted death. The same rules would apply. It would be the choice of the child and not of the doctors. I do understand that there is question if a child who is say 10 can make informed consent. I do not know

My Fibromyalgia Symptoms & Triggers

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Basically this is the reason I can't do much anymore. On a good day I can go out with friends for a few hours but then I spend the rest of the day and most of the next recovering from it. I have a possible trip to Saskatoon coming up in a couple months and it might be interesting to see how messed up I get over it. I can use some THC gummies to kill the pain while I'm there and some of that toxic crap Arthrotec to keep my joints from locking up on me. But after 3 or 4 days up there doing more things than I should, I'll be down for days. It will be all I can do to crank out a daily vlog after that. Not to mention how expensive the gummies will be. To be honest, the last time I tried to work, I ended up in the hospital over it. I tried all the tricks to deal with it, but it added up and I crashed. I was literally on the floor and had to call 911. So no can do. Not to mention I was not covered for ambulance then as I was not on disability - so it was a pile of mone

FRACTALS ARE FUN

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I'm running a budged reconditioned PC with onboard graphics and only 8gb or ram, but I manage to make a lot of nice fractals with Mandelbulb3d v1.9.9 It's easy to use once you get the hang of it and there are lots of tutorials on the net on how to use it. There are also a lot of peramarer files to tinker with on DeviantArt . It's a nice lite program that does the job. I'm also in the process of trying to learn a newer more fancy program called Mandelbulber 2 . The interface is different and it renders in a different way. It's also not quite as light a program but it's also not big at all. It's also a 64 bit application and not a 32 bit application. There are many other fractal programs out there but I like these 2 the best. They generate 3D fractals that are pleasing to the eye and can generate some interesting abstract forms. Others are: Incendia Apophysis   ChaosPro JWildfire

Weight Loss

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So did not go so well this week. I was doing good with 4 weeks in a row being down, then poof this. Well I was given a a lot of baked goods filled with sugar. I sadly pigged out on them and eat them all in 2 days. So I had a sore tummy both evenings and was up 4 lbs on weigh in day.

4 SNIPPITS ABOUT CASTRATION

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~ 40% of people who self castrate do so to control harmful sexual urges. Strangely, 30% are because of a sexual fetish to be castrated. I can understand the first one but not the second one. ~ In 2014 a man in Markham Ontario was taken to the hospital after his sister found him trying to castrate himself with a kitchen knife. The man was treated in the ER and held for physical evaluation. ~ In July of 1991 a man on his lunch hour was masturbating in a machine shop when he climaxed, he accidentally got his scrotum caught in between a belt and pulley of a machine. He was thrown 10 feet and his left testicle was ripped off. He stapled the scrotum back together then went back to work. After work he went to the ER to get it looked at and only then realized he had lost his left testicle. ~ May 30, 2004 Amanda Monti had a fight in a restaurant with her boyfriend. She then reached in his pants, ripped off one of his testicles and tried to eat it, but gagged and spit it out. In

3 MEMORIES

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~ I was in the ER one time and they needed my pants down. I was kind of screwed of and needed help onto the bed. Well could not lift my butt to get the pants down and that wee little nurse just looked at the doctor, then pulled them things down. Was about 390lbs at the time. I was actually impressed. ~ The cops where at my last building one time. Ended up myself and 2 other gay guys and 2 women being very suggestive to them. The one cop was having all kinds of fun with it, but the other was clearly not impressed. ~ I met a women in the 1990s who was 32 and had advanced Alopecia Universalis. Not 1 hair anywhere on her body. I found it sexy. Perhaps it was that she was still a confident person that I found sexy.

GRDE 25000mah Power Bank Review

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GRDE 25000mah power bank. Been using it to top up the phone 3 or 4 times a day for 14 days and it just now went to 1 lite on the 4 light power indicator. Not sure how many full charges that is, but I'm guessing 6 or 7 form 15%. This is with a Galaxy S7. Also it does not seem to heat up much even when using the 2.1A charging port to rapid charge the phone. Charge time was impressive as well when charging the power back with a 2.1A charger. Don't have an exact time for you but by the time I was done 3 movies on Prime Video the thing was charged. Price on Amazon was $33.99 and there was a $2 off coupon. I'm giving it a 5/5 rating. I've purchased a couple others in this price range that turned out to be far less capacity than advertised so I am happy with it. One of the best features is the rapid charge outlet is marked. My other charger (20,000 mah) does not mark the rapid charge outlet and I had to refer to a diagram of it to figure it out and then stuc

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Lots More Mandelbulb 3D Fractal Renders

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Really A Lot Of Mandelbulb 3D Fractal Renders

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