Showing posts from April, 2016

Air Freshener Farm

So the warm weather is here again. You can tell because the Smitty's Pertrocanada here in Moose Jaw has it's air freshener farm going again. See it's about the worst bathroom for smell in the souther part of Saskatchewan. Rather than address the issues, just try and mask it with this shit. This is my friend Dale BTW. He is a trucker. He is also one of the best humans I have ever ran into. The scented hell kind of makes it hard for me to go in there and use the bathroom if I need to. It's terrible and strong and blows the eyes right out of my head. Oh well what can one expect for a place that has not fixed a table in 3 weeks. Sigh... Not to mention the water for the tea is really not hot. And so on and so on and so on.

Old Photos I Scanned In

 My friend in his Little Red Express Truck. I love this photo. Chill its an air pistol.  All too many years ago. Same air pistol.  Dead now. He died at 49 of a heart attack.  You will respect my authority. LOL  To the left and behind me is supposed to be a lake. It dried up that year.  Age 10. I broke my spine at age 9. Before that I was actually skinny.  Grade 10  Graduation. This is my Dad - he was 6'3"   Data Entry - A very boring job. Tailor Park Dave.

Fuck The Poor We Want More

Why are people so stupid? Why are they all lining up to hate the poor and the disadvantaged? The right wing nut jobs keep pumping out all kinds of fake news about "welfare queens" and so on. The fact that the always get caught in a lie does not phase any of their moronic followers in the least bit. Ya know all you have to do is look up online how much people get in what ever situation they are in. It will be on the welfare departments web site all listed out in a nice little table for you to read. I also love that in the last absolute bull shit hate the poor thing I saw, the woman was supposed to be getting $450 a month on food stamps. Well with a husband and 3 kids, do the math. This is NOT a lot of money. I pay $250 to $300 a month to feed myself and I am just one person. I just love how many of these people are in a well paying union job and still think somehow that the welfare system is handing out so much money, these people are getting more than they are. If this was

Constant Fear That It's The End

Ya know I wish the heart doctor would have just let me die and not told me. Every time my tummy is upset or my chest flutters a bit, I think "is this it?" Sigh. Thanks man - I really wanted to live the rest of my life wondering if this is the time. See if I did not know - I would not live as long, but I also would have had no fear about it. Now it's always there. Every moment. And when the dizziness comes, I really think "is this it?" Sigh. Would have been better to just up and drop without knowing. I sure as hell know what it felt like for Mom when she was told there was not much time. At least she had the blessing of losing her mind first and going off into a happy land of things and people the rest of us could not see. So she went out happy. My last thought I am sure will be a lot less than happy. For all the times I said, "I don't fear death", now that it's a reality, I'm terrified. I only hope it gets more easy as the time goes on.

Movies I Watched This Week - Apr 26, 2016

Love Story (1970) (4/5) Kill Your Darlings (2013) (5/5) Love Story (1981) (1/5) Furious 7 (2015) (1/5) *NOTE: Don't know what I expected they all sucked worse than the last one. Lakeview Terrace (2008) (3/5) The Transporter Refueled (2015) (4/5) Pay The Ghost (2015) (3/5) Mississippi Grind (2015) (2/5) Cat on a Hot Tin Roof (1958) (5/5) Five Easy Pieces (1970) (4/5) Broken City (2013) (4/5) Welcome to the Punch (2013) (5/5) Cold Deck (2015) (3/5) Estranged (2015) (4/5) h

My Mew Medication Is Very Expensive

Ok this is a life preserving medication called Entresto. It's new and all. The idea of me taking it is to slow down the heart failure that is in process right now with me. Look at that price. There is a thing where I can get a free year of it and that is what I am doing now. At the end of this if it is not covered by the drug plan I will have to apply for exceptional status for it. This would have it covered so I don't have to pay literally more money that I have just to stay alive. I am literally praying that it is covered in by the end of this year free. The thing is when you apply for exceptional status you have to first pay for it then they will pay you back the first time, after that it is just covered. The ability for me to come up with $267.02 is about non existent. And to come up with more money that I have left over after rent, food and bills every month would be rather a problem to say the least. So here is hoping that Sask Health covers this in the future. Fact is

Saying Goodbye Before It's Too Late To Say It

Possible causes of heart failure include (Have or had all of these): Obesity Sleep apnea Abnormal heart rhythm High blood pressure Heart attack Signs of Heart Failure: You feel light-headed or dizzy, especially when you stand up or increase your activity. (5 or 6 years complaining of this to the doctors) You cannot walk as far you normally can. (2 years complaining of this to the doctors) You feel bloated or your clothes feel tighter than normal. (yup) You have swelling in your feet, ankles, legs, or even up into the belly. (all of them and been saying it for 2 or 3 years) Sudden increase in body weight where you gain more than 4 pounds (2 kilos) in 2 days. (65lbs in 2 months) You feel uneasy, like something does not feel right. (OK had this for like 20 years or more) You feel confused and have trouble thinking clearly. (complained of this for 2 years or more) You feel short of breath when you do daily activities. (been saying this for several years now) You find it har

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Lizards Run The World - Wake Up People!

Lizards run the free world and keep the rest of the world in poverty and war to distract us from their plot to slowly change us into slaves to their will. The effect of social media, TV, Movies and the music industry are clearly doing the job right. The ones who are not docile and willing to please will eventually all end up fighting among each other and killing themselves off. The GMO food we eat, the water we drink, and the air we breath are infected with the DNA altering c hemicals that are changing humanity. The collective IQ is lowering and the desire for education and social justice is almost eliminated. Soon we will be no more than slaves and rabid dogs. Once the war like kill each other off and the poisoning of the 3rd world is complete, there will be only around 80 million people left. They will spend their entire lives working for the comfort of the lizards. It's almost too late, but we still have a chance. Rise up people and be free of the oppressing hands of these crea

Old Person Play List

1 Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love 2 Rammstein - Du Hast 3 Ozzy Osbourn - I Don't Wanna Stop 4 Rob Zombie - Dragula 5 Rob Zombie - Lords Of Salem 6 Black Sabbath - God Is Dead 7 Black Sabbath - Dear Father 8 Bid Pig - Devil's Song 9 Apochalyptica - Rage of Poseidon (Premium Version) 10 Colide - White Rabbit (Chasing The Ghost) 11 Disturbed - The Sound of Silence 12 Disturbed - Wrong 13 Disturbed - Never Wrong 14 Disturbed - Voices 15 Disturbed - The Game 16 Disturbed - God Of The Mind 17 The Prodigy - Firestarter 18 Rush - Tom Sawyer 19 Kansas - Carry On Wayward Son 20 Metallica - Whiskey in the jar 21 Kansas - Dust in the Wind 22 The Mamas & The Papas - California Dreamin' 23 Skrillex - Fuck That 24 Skrillex - Regga Bomb 25 Skrillex - Bangarang (Feat. Sirah) 26 Skrillex - Kyoto (Feat. Sirah) 27 Skinny Puppy - Assimilate 28 Skinny Puppy - Christianity 29 Meat Loaf - Bat Out of Hell 30 Arch Enemy - You Will Know My Name

This Weeks Movie Ratings By Me - April 16, 2015

Billy Bishop Goes To War (2010) (4/5) Amistad (1997) (5/5) No Escape (2015) (5/5) How I Live Now (2013) (5/5) This is The End (2013) (5/5) NOTE: LOL! Avengers Grimm (2015) (1/5) Ivanhoe (1952) (5/5) 21 Days Under The Sky (2014) (4/5) Excalibur (1981) (5/5) The Dancer Upstairs (2002) (4/5) Le Confessional (1995) (4/5) Little Dead Rotting Hood (2016) (1/5) Metropolis (1927) (5/5) The Exorcism of Molly Hartel (2015) (4/5) Hush (2016) (

Weight from Oct 7, 2014 to Apr 16, 2016

DATE Oct. 7, 2014 Oct. 27, 2014 Nov. 20, 2014 Dec. 2, 2014 Dec. 8, 2014 Feb. 17, 2015 Mar. 1, 2015 Mar. 8, 2015 Mar 15, 2015 Mar 22, 2015 Mar 29, 2015 Apr 05, 2015 Apr 12, 2015 Apr 19, 2015 Apr 26, 2015 May 05, 2015 May 11, 2015 May 17, 2015 May 24, 2015 June 07, 2015 June 23, 2015 June 27, 2015 July 04, 2015 July 9, 2015 July 13, 2015 July 19, 2015 July 26, 2015 Aug 8, 2015 Aug 16, 2015 Aug 23, 2015 Sep 13, 2015 Sep 20, 2015 Sep 27, 2015 Oct 4, 2015 Oct 11, 2015 Oct 18, 2015 Nov 8, 2015 Nov 15, 2015 Nov 25, 2015 Nov 29, 2015 Dec 6, 2015 Dec 13, 2015 Dec 17, 2015 Dec 26, 2015 Jan 02, 2016 Jan 10, 2016 Jan 17, 2016 Jan 25, 2016 Feb 1, 2016 Feb 8, 2016 Feb 14, 2016 Feb 22, 2016 Feb 29, 2016 Mar 4, 2016 Mar 22, 2016 Mar 28, 2016 Apr 3, 2016 Apr 16, 2016 KG 198.5 196.8 195.8 195.8 196.9 194.4 194.4 192.6 193.0 190.9 188.9 192.6

My Top 50 Movies of All Time List

1 THX 1134 (1971) 2 The Congress (2013) 3 Metropolis (1927) 4 Blade Runner (1982) 5 Ghost in the Shell (1995) 6 2001 (1968) 7 Stalker (1979) 8 The Day the Earth Stood Still (1951) 9 The Island of Lost Souls (1932) 10 Moon (2009) 11 Phantasm (1979) 12 Amistad (1997) 13 The Book of Eli (2010) 14 Phantom of the Paradise (1974) 15 Wanted (2008) 16 Waltz with Bashir (2008) 17 Zulu (1964) 18 Room 237 (2012) 19 Mad Max (1979) 20 Mad Max Fury Road (2015) 21 Das Boot (1981) 22 Last Knights (2015) 23 Easy Rider (1969) 24 Automata (2014) 25 Moby Dick (1956) 26 Taxi Driver (1976) 27 13 Sins (2014) 28 Hellraiser (1987) 29 Places in the Heart (1984) 30 American Psycho (2000) 31 Lovely Molly (2011) 32 Quest for Fire (1981) 33 It's a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World (1963) 34 Lawrence of Arabia (1962) 35 House of 1000 Corpses (2003) 36 Labyrinth (1986) 37 The Abominable Dr. Phibes (1971) 38 Heavy Metal (1981) 39 The Babadook (2014) 40 American Jesus (2013) 41 The Bl

The True Measure of Success

Most of the time people trust me almost form the first moment they encounter me. This could have lead me down 2 paths. I could have screwed them over and taken from them. But I chose to help them and to build them up instead. The measure of who a person is, is not how much they have but how they treat others. The only thing of true value in this world is to be loved and accepted for all the right reasons. Often we confuse the desire to be like someone (rich and powerful or talented) with loving them. this is not love now matter what the media tells you. This is only an empty desire pro-generated by illusion of success. In the end money, power and fame is meaningless. We all die and we all rot in the ground. What is more important is to be loved and missed after you are gone. We throw away celebrity, political power and fame when we are done with them. The new guard comes along and the old ones are forgotten. It is rare for someone of fame to have a lasting impart on the world. In ever

How To Make A Thumbnail In PaintShop Pro

Bottom Layer is a Raster Layer with the colored bars on it. 2nd up is a Vector Layer solid circle with the color of the background. 3rd up is a Vector Layer outline only circle with a color from the background. 4th up is The Shadow Layer of Text (Vector). 5th up is The Text Layer (Vector). Top layer is the Distress map set to Overlay.

10 3D Fractals


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This Weeks Movie Ratings

The Last Stand (2013) (1/5) The Rover (2014) (4/5) The Missing (2003) (4/5) Silent Retreat (2013) (3/5) Wanted (2008) (5/5) You're Next (2011) (2/5) Swelter (2014) (4/5) The Longest Yard (1974) (5/5) The Longest Yard (2005) (2/5) The Awakening (2011) (4/5)

So The YouTube Video Don't Play

I know - I know! It's because you can't handle providing service at peak times :) I know, you are going to blame it on my service provider even though they have the best bandwidth in Canada... BUT... It's your fault Google. See you have more servers than the rest of the world combined and yet still manage to have slow load times, stalling videos and well videos that never start to play. Not to mention I have not been able to reply to some people for like over a year now. Sigh... Bite me!

Dear YouTube Stuff Your Recommended Videos Will Ya?

So both these have been on every last video I seen in the last 2 days in the sidebar. I don't know how long it says "new" for but it's been 2 days sooo... The other thing is, there is no way for me to lick "I don't FLIPPING CARE" so it will be stuck there for a week or more just like the last 2 or 3 it was trying to force me to click on. If I do click this utter CRAP to get rid of it, then it will spawn even more of this shit in my sidebar. For the love of life, let me tell you I don't want to see this shit and make it go away. I am starting to be to the point where I want to write an extension that will cover the sidebar so I don't have to look at this CRAP any more. Holly shit on a stick - it's like the one time for two months non stop it wanted me to watch little kids doing gymnastics. I have zero interest in that at all and ask me if I think people should be posting videos of their very young kids dressed like that tumbling around on a

13 Thumbnails I Made for YouTube...