Showing posts from April, 2019






1. Your view today
2. A tree
3. Something red
4. Something you feel joy for having
5. A street
6. A place to shop
7. Something green
8. Ornaments
9. A book
10. Something entertaining
11. Something blue
12. A beautiful scene
13. Family or friends
14. A place of worship
15. Music
16. Street light
17. A gift
18. Clothing
19. Candy
20. A view up high
21. A place you find peace
22. A clock
23. Cook wear
24. To do with a holiday
25. The morning ritual
26. Something you are grateful for
27. A dark scene
28. Bed
29. The sky
30. Something sad
31. Sidewalk scene


I went looking for creepy questions and found the mother-load of twisted things to ask. Be warned, some are kind of adult and some are disturbing.

1. Would you rather know the date of your death or the cause of your death?
2. If you were forced to kill your friend or a family member, which one would you choose?
3. What’s the most disturbing thought that’s ever run through your head during sex?
4. Do you like the taste of blood?
5. Which serial killer do you find the most fascinating?
6. Would you rather bleed out or be set on fire?
7. If you were trapped on an island, would you rather resort to cannibalism or die of starvation?
8. If someone you loved committed a gruesome murder, would you help them cover it up?
9. Would you rather see the ghost of a stranger or of someone that you love?
10. Which horror movie monster do you think is the deadliest?

11. Would you rather be eaten alive by wolves or eat another human alive?
12. How often do you think about…


Projected expenses for May 2019.

I'm carrying over a bunch of spending from this month. I had 4 dinners out with friends, I had pizza and wings and whiskey on Easter Sunday. I ordered a few things. So yeah - spent more than I had. So next months fun money is almost spent.

But June 2019 should be better. I have $30 in credit from the grocery store. I'll also have $30 in airmiles that month, so picking up coffee, toilet paper and some Icy Hot will happen with that money.

I've gotten my food for next month already and I have "treats" for 3 weeks (need to get something on week 4). I don't need toilet paper this month or coffee as I got it at the start of this April with Airmiles. So it's all good and as you see - coffee outings are included in the spending. Just can't have pizza or booze or burgers or anything.

In June should have $210 to $250 left over depending on if I order something and I'm more than likely going to order it. It's a BIG travel mug…


Super Tag Part 1

1 What is your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
2 Where’s the best place to eat a romantic dinner?
3 Last time you puked from drinking?
4 Have you ever gotten drunk and danced on a bar?
5 Name of your first-grade teacher?
6 What did you want to be when you were growing up?
7 Why did you get the shirt that you have on right now?
8 Last thought before going to sleep last night?
9 Do you bite your nails? 
10 Are you a jealous person? 
11 Are you allergic to anything? 
12 hat books, if any, have made you cry? 
13 Does it get annoying when somebody says they’ll call you, but doesn’t?
14 What is your favorite simple ice-cream flavor? 
15 Whose car were you in last? 
16 What would you rather be doing right now? 
17 What will you dress up as for Halloween? 
18 Can others make you cry easily? 
19 Who was the last person to piss you off? 
20 Are you picky about spelling and grammar? 
21 Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages? 
22 How many hours of sleep do you need to f…


I more than likely said I'm done talking about this, but it came to light again... So.
So there is a person I know and many other people I know, know her as well. We also know something about her that one of the group is actively ignoring despite a lot of evidence.
She, she is a drug seeker. This is a person who justifies their addiction with the "medical need for it".
Almost everyone I know in person - that is to say in my personal life in Moose Jaw - are in chronic pain. I know a lot of people online that I count as close friends that are in chronic pain. I am in chronic pain. We all know what it's like and can all (but one) agree if you are in chronic pain all over your body - you can't go on a 5 mile nature walk for example. Hell if you get the shopping done it's a good day.
The other thing is she claims to have a medical condition that can't be tested for because - "it's out of my blood and into my muscles". The thing is, a quick look at ac…


The graphic has literally nothing to do with this post - just wanted to show off a play time image.
Anyway, I'm sick to my tummy. See there is this sauce called "Roasted Garlic & Peppercorn Aioli" - Well I freaking love it but it upsets my tummy every freaking time. So it's a trade off when I get it. I get to enjoy something VERY yummy, but my tummy will be upset for 4 or 5 hours after.
There is also red meat. It gives me a terrible headache and sometimes body pain. But... I eat it now and then because a bacon cheese burger is the best thing on earth. Strange thing is I've never gotten the reaction from McD's - ever. Hmm.
There is a long list of things that make me very sick now and now and then I'll forget not to eat one and spend the night in agony regretting it.
Maybe I should have a list of things that cause me issues and when I want something look it up? But that sounds depressing.
Lime is one of the things that kills me. Lemon on the other hand does …


Did laundry last night - two loads. Anyway there is a place off the laundry room to sit in a couple of comfy chairs. It's called the "reading room". And I've never seen anyone read in there ever - but I'm not there most of the time.
Anyways there is two long tables in the laundry room for folding on. There is also an iron and and ironing board. Not to mention 4 washers and 4 dryers.
We are BTW allowed to use 2 machines at once only. So 2 washers or 2 dryers or 1 washer 1 dryer... You get the point and I'm off track.
Anyway, the tables in there is where people put things they don't want anymore and you can take them home with or. This cheese was there along with some (opened) sauce. Well I tossed them out as they both needed to be kept in the fridge and god knows how long they sat there. Yes some of these "cheese" things are fake cheese and can be left out - but not this one.
There was however a small pile of fortune cookies and I mowed them down. No…


I got a LOT of calls over a 3 month span for a "Mr. Orange". The person had used my phone number all over town and even with his bank. Being it was several places he gave the same number to, I'm assuming it was not a mistake. I finally got the creditors to stop calling, but it was a task to do so.
This person had given my phone number out to Safeway to get a points card (before they used airmiles). They had given it to Co-op as well (I got a call asking if I was related as 2 accounts had the same phone number). There was a couple of businesses that called over the 3 month span looking for the person. And 3 months of constant creditors calling 4 times a freaking day.
I honestly lost my shit on them one day and told them "for the last fucking time, there is no one here by that name". I may have said "If I ever find him, I'll do him away for you" - but I don't remember clearly. I did however tell them "I'm calling the cops and filing a har…


So I was watching a show on executions in Texas. They do seem to put a lot of people to death down there to say the least. That's not what I want to talk about though.
So this guy was out on death row at age 19. The time he committed the murder, he was driving a car with 2 other teens. They where going around robbing people at gunpoint.
They got pulled over by an off duty cop after one of them tossed something out the window and it struck the windshield of the cops SUV. The cop then tracked them down and went over and said he was a cop.
At this time he reached for his back pocket to get his police ID out of his pocket. The kid then shot him in the forehead and later the cop died.
So yeah - the kids excuse was obvious that he thought the man was reaching for a gun. I'm kind of sure many people would have thought the same thing. So I can see his point.
The thing is, he was up to no good that night in the first place and maybe he was too quick with his gun. I don't know I was not …


Despite falling off the wagon a bit, I managed to go down 1.2 lbs this week. Was a bit of a shocker.

Week 15, year 4 weight is 341.6 lbs. Total loss this year 10.4 lbs being that I had 2 large gains in the last couple months. Total loss from my heaviest of 498 lbs is 156.4 lbs.


Got in 6 veggie spring rolls.
Made stir fry. Over did it with the sauce in it - forgot that the bock choi gives off a tine of moisture. Should have actually cooked it, drained it then hit it with the sauce for a bit after in the pan. Used the luxury veggie mix (last of it) and bock choi.


2 - Salmon - Salmon
2 - White Tuna - White Tuna
2 - Crab - Crab Meat
3 - California - Crab Meat, Avocado, Cucumber and Fish Egges
3 - Dynomite - Tempura Shrimp, Avacado and Mayo
6 - B.C. - Salmon, Avacoado and Fish Egges
6 - Yellowknife - Avocado, Mango and Cream Cheese

Total Price $29.35 after Taxes.