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Neither Hot Nor Cold

So there is this little corner of the local internet I used to hang around in. I pulled my content after it degraded into madness. Posts from people who's heads are not screwed on right and so on... So first I am banned... Oh no! not banned. Then I am un-banned... After not being on for almost a year now I see that I am "being moderated". The moderator standing tall when he speaks of free speech and so on... Think about it. All for free speech when it is in your favor, but like most when it's not in your favor the freedom needs to be limited in their minds. Figure it our people... You stand for something or you don't there is no middle ground. God himself said, "So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth" Revelation 3:16...

Now go forth and stand for free will until you get buthurt, then hold onto the pain and react on it. ?;-)>

Huggles - Dave :)

Health Care Not Healthy...

This is my reaction to my Mother not qualifying for Long Term Care when the experts say she needs it. Also this experience has her on the verge of losing what little money she has. Her apartment needs to be let go of as she has not the money for the care she needs and the apartment. This may make her homeless in the end. She is 80 years old and is dying of lung cancer.
*Note there is no threat intended or desire to harm. This is a statement of fact.
I now know why people show up in government offices with a gun! This is my mothers life your MESSING WITH! She is soon to have no home to come back to. She can't walk 5 feet by herself. She can't speak a coherent sentence. She has stage 4 Lung cancer and you can see how she is failing by the day. There is no possibility for her to come home. She has no money left thanks to all you all who keep saying she does not qualify for long term care. She is at the end of her money and her time. I am at the end of my ability to sta…

Some Poems

Memory
David S. Nicholson Jan 21, 2012

I thought of you today, but that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday and days before that too.
I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.
All I have are memories and a picture in a frame.
Your memory is a keepsake, from which I'll never part.
God has you in his arms.
I have you in my heart.

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That Place I Dare Not Go.
David S. Nicholson - November 27, 2011

Take me to that place I dare not go.
Take me to hell and raise me to heaven.
Blood dripping and leather stinging you talk to me so deeply.
In the hands of a mad woman or in the hands of a blessed angle?
I will submit to you and I will follow the dark light of my heart.
Take me to that place I dare not go.
Sin is only a word when you’re in my arms.
Tainted with the violence of your strong mind I run from what I must not turn from.
You are evil and you have shown me my soul turned inside out.
Yet I would give so much on a day like this to let you in.
There is however …

pain in my soul

I have a pain in my soul.
I can't make it stop.
It grows stronger every day.
I see people so happy and I think of her so sad.
I see people running about and think of her in bed.
How cruel life can be.
How scaring it can be.
Oh God make me strong.