Dave Nicholson

This is a short one. Mom told me many times that if you look at the clock and it's 12:34 that a loved one is looking in on you from heaven. Well this is 12:34 just after midnight on May 10th 2026 - and it's mothers day. Yesterday (the 9th) was moms birthday and I have been crying a lot the this weekend. I miss her a lot the last 2 years. When she left, it left a hole in my heart that can't be filled by anything. And here it is, just after midnight and it turned into mothers day and here is the sign she drilled into me as being a message from heaven. I have to think it's God telling me we will be together again some day. If you still have you mother this mothers day, tell her you love her, she may not be there next year - life is not guaranteed any of us.

Mom on Mothers day 2007. She did not have many years to live after this and most of them where not too good for her as she had COPD then terminal cancer. This was her last good outing and I used the photo for her online memorial. She was so happy to get the rose and to have a nice meal. It was also the last time I could have afforded to give her a nice meal and a rose - after that I lost $207 in rental subsidy and it hit me hard. I miss seeing her happy and going for coffee with her so very much. I just miss her in general. It left a big hole in my life when she passed on. When I cleaned out Moms stuff after she went into the home, I found a bunch of stuff I had made her when I was a child. I sat there and cried thinking she saved all that. It hit me hard and I felt so loved and the dread of loosing that love. I knew it was coming soon and it hurt my soul. My cousin with Mom out for coffee with us not long before Mom went in a home. She was on oxygen full time at this point in time. I ...

I normally just let people freak out on religion, but I had to comment this time. I do fully understand where they are coming from however. There is a minority of Christians for example that are loud, annoying TWATS that keep going on about Gay people and Trans people being evil and how they need to do something about that. SIGH. The reality is, that the big majority of Christians either never think about Gay people or accept them. There is a growing number of churches out there that full on accept them as equals and don't try to "fix them" - but we only remember the loud annoying people yelling bullshit, and we don't remember the ones quietly saying, "come on in, you are welcome here." I literally have a friend who runs a church just for the LGBTQ+ community. They are out there and they are speaking up for unity - but we all notice the bad and tend to ignore the good in this world. On a note, Jesus never mentioned homosexuality once. The old testament is no...

31. Who is your spiritual self? How do you align with your spiritual self in your daily life? It is literally my soul. It is that that can’t die and will go on forever. I try to walk the path given to my life, but I stumble all the time. So, I am not always aligned. 32. How does your spiritual self navigate each day? Look for the signs of what I need to give the world and do what is needed. 33. How does your spiritual self react to negative energy? I walk away from it and seek the positive. 34. Do you regularly consult with God when responding to situations and making decisions? No. I know he will show me what to do. I don’t always listen, however. So, I don’t need to consult God. 35. Do you believe you’re a spiritual being in a human body? What does this concept mean to you? Yes. It means this body is a shell that holds my spirit for a while. When the body dies, my spirit goes to the place of souls and of God. 36. What blessings are you experiencing in your life right now? Love. Help ...

21. How can you be more intentional with everything you do?  I struggle with this and get distracted. I need to focus on the intended tasks and keep to the path and not wonder. 22. What do you believe is your purpose?  To make people smile. To make them laugh. To give them something beautiful in their lives, even just for a moment. 23. What makes you feel purposeful?  The responses of others that are so positive and feed the good energy. 24. What is a sacred space in your life? How do you protect this space? On my bed holding my Pusheen. I try to keep the negative thoughts away in this space. 25. How would you describe your relationship with God? Hit and miss. I doubt so often even though I’ve been shown his Love so very many times. I have been helped by many people when I needed it and God put them there for me. Yet I struggle to see it will work for the best. 26. Who or what is God to you? In a word “Love”. The divine. The creator of all that exists. The giver of joy. 2...

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11. In what ways can you cultivate good energy from a positive lens rather than a fear-based perspective?  Try to see the world as a thing of beauty and joy, instead of what the media and the online world show you. Embrace what this life has to offer you that makes you happy and gives you a good energy. Try to push out the dark energy every day. 12. In what ways do your spirit guides connect with you?  By putting messages of all manner in my path that can’t miss. These are always obvious and they are instantly recognized by me. God show us what he wants, but most are not looking or refuse to look. 13. What does it mean to trust and believe in God?  To let go of the control we think we have and accept that our path is guided by God and that people and things will enter our path (our life) when needed and we will enter their path when they need us. 14. What does it look like for you to "let go and let God"?  Frightening. I rarely can accomplish this. I hold on to my fe...

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1. What does spirituality mean to you? A deep feeling of being connected to God. It is knowing that I will be going to heaven when I’m dead. Knowing that one day all my suffering will be rewarded. It is feeling the Love of God every day. It is knowing that God sends people into our lives to help us all the time. It is accepting God into your heart. 2. What did your spirit come here to do? To be kind of loving to others. To make their lives a bit better. This is why I am here and blessed with the things I have and the abilities I have. 3. What does your self-care look like outside of material things or purchasing items? It is meditating on the divine. It is listening to music that gives you joy. It’s laughing with friends. It’s watching the sun go down. 4. What does your daily self-care look like? Morning coffee ritual. A time of sharing. Meditation and music. 5. Are the desires of your soul aligned with what society/others desire for you? For those that love me and know me well, yes, i...