Saturday, April 30, 2011

"community"

It does not seem that the will for a strong "community" will ever overcome peoples desire to be in clicks. Also eye candy will always win over intelligence and so will drama. I find it strange that most people will not take time to say something nice to people who always have something nice to say. But as soon as there are enough people a "community" will break into groups.

Friday, April 29, 2011

Not A Grate Day.

Well I don't know what brings this stuff on but I would like to know... Mom and I went to the eye doctor to get get eyes looked at. By the time we where out of there the pain was getting bad. I popped 2 T3's and it kind of did something. So we went over for supper and by the time we where done there it was massive pain. Man mom was having trouble breathing so she went to sit down and I stood in line to get a pie at the store (the cafe is in the basement of the store) and people where asking me if I was OK or not... By the time I got to sit by Mom on the bench I was almost passing out. So I call a cab and it is a mini van... Sigh... It is hard as hell for me to get in and out of these things as Mom needs to be in the front seat. Oh man, I guess T3's are candy - they don't do anything much for me. I see the doctor again on the 4th and I am going to ask that this be investigated. I am fine some days and others it is indescribable pain.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Just a thought...

Strangely enough a tone of people in my city know I am on YouTube... I do not know why, but to this day people point and say "Moose Jaw Dave" - now I never called myself this on YouTube or anyplace else... So it's kind of strange. The best thing is I am sure not many of them have watched any of my videos - they just know they are there...

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Look the right wing speaks stupidly...


The best thing is I have faced physical violence for standing up for gay rights. I was stabbed for speaking my mind. And I am a coward for not standing with someone who condones violence against someone they don't agree with? The topic if this thread was how it is a "violation of free speech" to arrest someone for threatening to shoot someone they did not agree with. When the comment was made that we need to go back to the law of the gun like in the 1800's - I could not stand by this person any more. This is the reason that the USA is such a violent land and has no hope of equal rights for all ever. They say that all races are equal then they enslave most minorities with poverty and feed them crap that makes them turn to crime as a way of life. But the aptitude of equality has some how caused 9/11 and the raping of children by the catholic church... To use the term impudence and narrow mindedness in this light is to say that Hitler had a good idea... This is in fact the very save voice of hate I can not tolerate and nor should any thinking person.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Another Day And More Pain

Well Mom has appointments Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday. I don’t see the Dr. till Thursday. So there is something to do every day this week but today... I wanted to rest and try to get the pain in my back and legs down a little. Can’t do it though – Mom wants to go shopping! I can’t seem to instill in her how much pain I am in – some times I am white with pain and she don’t see it... Others will look at me as if to say, “man are you alright” – but Mom don’t see it. I know she needs me, but what the heck... Every day? God I hope the Doctor gives me something that will work for the pain. When she called and told me she wants to go shopping I literally felt sick... The worst thing is I am trying hard to drop some weight, and things like this make me want to eat till I pass out. Why can’t I make her see what is going on with me. She seems to get it, then she does this... Man I fell like hell right now and this does not help at all. I feel like screaming and tossing a chair out the window. But that won’t fix anything. Sigh... Time to kill my liver with some Tylenol and go to Moms I guess...

Peace – Dave.