Tuesday, December 27, 2011

When you come before God will you know him?

Ya know what keeps most people from knowing God these days? Greed... Things are what this world is about and no one remembers where they came from. They can walk down the street and never see the sun glinting of the fresh due on the lawn. They can see a person in pain on the street and walk past only thinking how disheveled he was. But if we let God show us the world we can see so much more than most people will ever know is there. The joy and the energy that we can get by serving Gods will is unmatched by any thing we can own or any simple pleasure that we can seek.

I know what you want to say... You want to saw what evil has been done for God be his followers. These people have never known God and when they stand before him they will fall in shame and weep, but it will be too late then. The good people of this world, those that do for others they will see God and know they are welcome.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

One of them days.

Oh man am I ever tired of crazy people and people who do nothing but want stuff from me. A life time of people wanting me to help them when they need it and when I need it nothing in return. I give and give then I vanish from their minds when I need a hand. All I get in return is ignored or my head bit off.

Someone tell me why I still care to help people? I do - but there is little in reward it seems. Still I will be there as always. But I some times think what is it worth.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Pain again.

I am in a tone of pain. There is nothing that seems to help that does not make me a mindless slug. I was standing up yesterday and I heard this loud pop sound in my left hip and almost passed out from pain. I am seeing the doctor tomorrow. It was all I could do to get Mom to her chemo and back. It hurts so darn much. On top of all the other pain this is so unwelcomed and unwanted. I pray to God to give me the strength to carry on. I know he will give it to me, but right now I am in tears from the pain. I have put on a brave face all day in the online and offline worlds. Now it is time to share the pain with you and ask for your prayers. Just when I thought I was going to be a few bucks ahead I need to take cab to and from the doctors and most likely to and from the hospital. There goes my few extra bucks. But I am warm and fed and am never alone in my suffering. There is always Jesus by my side. For those who would say, “why does he not end your pain then”? I would have to say, you will never understand. Tank you lord for being there for me and hold this example to those who need it. I have wanted to vlog for a while but can’t find the words or the motivation. I have done some tags on YouTube but that is mindless and it is easy to hide the pain then. To do a vlog I would have to show more suffering than I want or I would have to lie. I don’t think I want to do either. Maybe I will vlog but I am not sure. Just pray that I am able to help my Mother, as she needs me.

Thank you – Dave.

Monday, December 5, 2011

Can people really think like this?

Just saw this, "Welfare recipients are the laziest people you could possibly find. It has already been discerned that they are among the dumbest (See "The Bell Curve.")" Well I work more than full time taking care of my Mom - the person who wrote this no doubt would have stuck her in a home and left her to die years ago. As well I have an IQ of 191 - almost all the people I know on welfare are above average intelligence and well educated. I suppose I am bias and not part of the norm to say the least. It seems that a lot of people I know who deal with others on assistance say the same as above. From what I am told %90 don't need it, but use it - 10% have no choice. This can't be true as in my province 73% of people on welfare are permanently disabled in some manner. Oh and not "The bell curve" part - OMG, if you don't know what your talking about - just pull some terms out of your ass and hope for the best I guess...

Now not only does this fellow appear to be unable to differentiate the difference between workmens comp and welfare, he has no idea what the hell he is talking about. How the heck is anyone on the dole going to be driving a new car and watching satellite TV? This is well beyond the means of people making 5 times the money they are making. It's amazing what a few people will say when they get some beer or pot in then I would have to say in this case.

Peace and pray that this fellow be granted enough information to see reality.


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