Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Middle Aged Man's 66 Play List

1 Men At Work - Who Can It Be Now?
2 A Flock Of Seagulls - I Ran
3 Gary Numan - Cars
4 Gary Numan and Little Boots - Are Friends Electric
6 Kraftwerk - The Robots
7 Kraftwerk - Radioactivity
8 Mr. Roboto- Styx
9 Styx - Come Sail Away
10 Kansas - Dust in the Wind
11 Slade - Cum On Feel the Noize
12 Slade - Run Runaway
13 The Sweet - Little Willy
14 Paper Lace - The Night Chicago Died
15 The Mary Jane Girls - In My House
16 Rick James - Super Freak
17 Chic - Le Freak
18 The Gap Band - You Dropped A Bomb On Me
19 George Clinton - Atomic Dog
20 Herbie Hancock Headhunters
21 Abba - Take A Chance On Me
22 The Troggs- Wild Thing
23 Wild Cherry - Play That Funky Music
24 Golden Earring - Radar love
25 Ram Jam - Black Betty
26 Stealers Wheel - Stuck In The Middle With You
27 Mungo Jerry - In the summertime
28 The Stampeders - Sweet City Woman
29 Bertie Higgins - Key Largo
30 Commodores - Sail On
31 Eagles - In The City
32 Eagles - The Long Run
33 Gordon Lightfoot - Sundown
34 Gordon lightfoot - Alberta bound
35 The Guess Who - Running Back to Saskatoon
36 Rational Youth - Close to Nature
37 Rational Youth - Just a Sound in the Night
38 Golden earring - Twilight zone
39 Red Rider - Lunatic Fringe
40 Duran Duran - Hungry Like The Wolf
41 Eddy Grant - Electric Avenue
42 Dexy's Midnight Runners - Come On Eileen
43 Nena - 99 red ballons
44 Steve Perry - Oh Sherrie
45 Don Henley - The Boys of Summer
46 Pet Shop Boys - West End Girls
47 Eric Clapton - Sweet home Chicago
48 Lynyrd Skynyrd - Sweet Home Alabama
49 Steppenwolf - Born To Be Wild
50 Steppenwolf - Magic Carpet Ride
51 Cream - White Room
52 Van Morrison - Brown Eyed Girl
53 Rolling Stones - Brown Sugar
54 Rolling Stones - Jumpin' Jack Flash
55 Creedence Clearwater Revival - Lookin' Out My Back Door
56 CCR - Midnight Special
57 Jefferson Airplane - White Rabbit
58 Procol Harum - A Whiter Shade Of Pale
59 Grateful Dead - Touch of Grey
60 Grateful Dead - Whiskey In The Jar
61 Gov't Mule - John The Revelator
62 Ozzy Osbourne- Crazy Train
63 Black Sabbath - Paranoid
64 Deep Purple - Highway Star
65 Led Zeppelin - The Lemon Song
66 Tina Turner - Acid Queen

Monday, June 22, 2015

Flow of thought AKA is there a God

"God is not real because he will not show himself".

Interesting that. I don't and will never see most people in the world - yet I know they exist and they actually do. Besides that, several religious texts say something along the line of "You must believe by faith alone".

To a child, Santa is real. To a believer, God is also real. Perhaps prayer is a self fulfilling prophecy for most, but it proves to them there is a God. Even when the answer is NO to a prayer God shows his hand to those of faith.

To me there is something I can not describe in words. A design to the universe and an intelligence beyond understanding. I do not pretend to call it God. But I think we outlive the body.

Even most people who don't think there is or ever was a God want there to be one in some small part of their mind. It is a fundamental part of the human condition to look for God or at least meaning in life.

I dare to say that literally we are God in a way. We are also the face of pure evil. In the end it is our choices that make us more or less like God.

Look what has happened to the world since we stopped worrying about God. The less humanity believe in God the more twisted and sinister we get. The more greed we have. It was the fear of God that kept most in place. When that was lost we had nothing to replace it with and the world turned to anarchy and crime. There have been links made to the fall of civilizations in the past when the abandoned the Gods.

But is that it? Or it is a cycle of building up the wealth of one group over the blood of another that tumbled them? If you look at it, this is what is happening now. Less than 1% have most of the money and the rest are getting less and less able to be comfortable. When enough people stop thinking the government is working for them, then it ends.

In the end Money is our God and it is our master. We slave for it and bleed for it. We kill and offer our youth for it. That and I have no answer to the question is there more than this life...

Bryce Art June 22, 2015

Monday, June 15, 2015

So You Are Screaming At Your Mom Are You...

Oh good GOD so you are screaming at your mother after you bled her dry money wise. Sigh. The kids drained her for all she is worth and now she is broke and has to move out. Not to mention she can't really take care of herself all the time no more. She is losing her wits. They are no help at all (son and daughter). She was wondering in the hall the other day in her night shirt. The girl was off some place and so was the son. Sigh. Now they are literally yelling at mom because it's time to get the hell out and live on your own. Mummy don't got no more money to take care of you all. Sigh. Who the hell will take care of her though? She can't do it much longer, most of the time she is out of it. That makes her a danger to herself. The cops don't seem see it that way though. They where there the other night to check on her and thought it was all fine. I don't know. There seems to be no hope in this situation. The best part is the kids yelling at her that it's not their fault. Well, you will not go on assistance and you can't work. Being that you won't suck up that pride long enough to get the benefits you need from the government means to me it is your fault. And you won't even take good care of her. Shame on you both.

25 Random Things About Me...

I have not purchased a loaf of bread for myself in over 10 years...
I have not had sugar or cream in my coffee in over 25 years...
The last 6 dates I was on where all crazy women I met on POF...
I have not been fishing in 20 years...
I was once trained as a life guard but never worked as one - just wanted the paper saying the fat guy could do it...
I was a member of Mensa for 4 months and quit because I thought they were all dicks...
I was once a fundamentalist right wing Christian...
I made a crucifix out of barbed wire in a single day and sold it the next day...
I drove over 120mph when my Dad died in the car beside me...
I have saved 3 human lives that I know of, 2 with CPR...
I was ordained in 2 separate churches...
I preformed 3 weddings 2 of them where same sex...
I have had exactly 1 speeding ticket and it was the only time I was speeding in the city...
I have been in a boat going 100 mph...
I once won a first place ribbon for running...
I lost my virginity at the age of 13 she was 14...
I have been to 1 nudist beach and 3 nudist colonies...
I have read the bible 6 times completely and 3 different versions (NIV, Catholic and NAS)…
I was thought to be slow in elementary school but given a test before high school and all the sudden they stopped thinking that way about me…
I have mild autism…
I have read a wide range of gnostic texts…
I have read the satanic bible…
I have been to a voodoo cleaning ritual and it felt good…
I drove my first car more than 100,000 miles in total….

I once got 100 play piercings in my back, that is threw and threw so 200 holes punched in me…

Saturday, June 13, 2015

It's My Hobby Not My Job

 Not one monetized video any place...

I know some people do want to make money off of YouTube and it's fine. But for me it will literally never be an option. To me I am here in interact and to make friends. To get money for that would make me feel wrong. This this will always be a hobby not a job. I like to vlog and I like to comment. It's what I do for fun. Being disabled and no being able to go out where I want when I want keeps me from being social in the so called real world. Thus most of my interactions are online. Facebook and YouTube are my place of choice to hang out. There will always be some place online. There is too much money in social media not to let people have it for free. Even if YouTube would stop letting us vlog on here for free, I would have Facebook to hang out with people on. After all it's 80% of my online interaction not here. But I do like watching car race videos, vlogs and so on... So as long as it's free I will be here.

Peace - Dave :)

Thursday, June 4, 2015

T-Shirt Gate is Over

It's finally here 35 days after it was supposed to have been mailed out in the first place. I had to send several emails and even ask for my money back. But now it's here. They tell me there was a mix-up in communications and it was mailed very late. I don't know. I just know I want to support the organization as it seems to be trying to make a difference. Moose Jaw is not the most LGBTQ friendly community on the planet, so there is a need. There is a strong fundamental Christian base here that shuns the good people who are NOT like them. So to be openly gay in this community is to limit jobs and social interaction. Personally I have literally been told just why I am going to hell after being recognized from the news paper in relation to a GLAMJ event. Moose Jaw Pride is the next step from GLAMJ and is taking over the task of education and so on, doing what we could not do in the first place. It seems to be well organized and has the resources and pubic backing that is needed, while we just went for coffee and so on. I am hoping this is not a reflection of how they chose to interact with people of size. After all this took way too long to sort out and in the end caused a lot of frustration for me. It also made a lot of people who know me well question the validity of the willingness to serve all of the community on the part of Moose Jaw Pride. When I was at the Pub Night I was about the only large person there. I did not see anyone even close to my size. Perhaps this is because not many people of size chose to socialize in this city. After all there is a lot of discrimination here to people of size. This is strange to me being the large amount of people with a weight problem in this city. I know first hand that people would rather give a job to someone way less qualified than to a person my size. But in the end I got my shirt and all is well. Wish I could have gone to the Drag Show, it looks like it was a blast. But it's too far to walk for me and a cab was an expense I was not willing to put out for.

Peace and Love - Dave :)

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Long Night 55 Play List

1 Iron Maiden - Killers
2 Iron Maiden - The Number of the Beast
3 Iron Maiden - 2 Minutes To Midnight
4 Iron Maiden - Hallowed Be Thy Name
5 Iron Maiden - 2 am
6 Iron Maiden - 22 Acacia Avenue
7 Iron Maiden - Children of the Damned
8 Iron Maiden - Wasted Years
9 Steve Miller Band - Rock 'N Me
10 Joe Walsh - Life's Been Good
11 George Thorogood - One Bourbon, One Scotch, One Beer
12 John Lee Hooker - Boom Boom
13 John Lee Hooker & Carlos Santana - Chill Out
14 ACDC & The Rolling Stones - Rock Me Baby
15 Queen - Elton John & Axl Rose - Bohemian Rhapsody
16 Queen & Annie Lennox & David Bowie - Under Pressure
17 deep purple & led zeppelin & eric clapton & london shymphony orchestra - smoke on the water
18 Jethro Tull - Locomotive Breath
19 Golden Earring - Radar Love
20 War - Low Rider (Lookas Trap Remix)
21 GDFR ft. Sage The Gemini and Lookas - Flow Rider
22 SKRILLEX - Scary Monsters And Nice Sprites (in my top 50 of all time)
25 Blue Oyster Cult - (Don't Fear) The Reaper
26 The Moody Blues - Nights in White Satin
27 Gordon Lightfoot - The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald
29 Skrillex & Damian "Jr. Gong" Marley - Make It Bun Dem
30 Guns N' Roses - Paradise City
31 Twisted Sister -- We're Not Gonna Take it
32 Slade - Cum On Feel the Noize
33 Slade - Mama Weer All Crazy Now
34 Thin Lizzy - Whisky in the Jar
35 ACDC - Whole Lotta Rosie
36 Queen - Fat Bottomed Girls
37 Devo - Whip It
38 Men Without Hats - Safety Dance
39 Gillette - Short Short Man
40 Divine - You Think You're A Man
41 Divine - Walk Like A Man
42 Divine - Shoot Your Shot
43 Maiden United - Still Life
44 Maiden United - Flight Of Icarus
45 Like A Storm - Gangsters Paradise
46 Collide - White Rabbit
47 AC/DC - Hells Bells
48 Metallica - Nothing Else Matters
49 Sixx:A.M. - Life Is Beautiful
50 Sixx: A.M. - Skin
51 Lou Reed - Walk On The Wild Side
52 Van Morrison - Brown Eyed Girl
53 The Tokens - The Lion Sleeps Tonight
54 Blue Swede - Hooked On A Feeling
55 The Stampeders - Sweet City Woman