Dave Nicholson

They say, when you see 11:11 an angel is watching over you. Honestly, I feel that a higher power has plans for me often. Every time I am in real need someone helps. I seem to be a lot more blessed than other people. I have great people in my life and even people I don't know at all are willing to send money when I am in need of it. The majority of the contact I have with the outside world in real life and on line is extremely positive. It is very easy to feel like something out there is looking after me. The fact that I believe in God makes it even more easy for me to believe that an angel is looking out for me. Ye I live in chronic pain, and have physical disabilities, and mental health issues. But my life is good and I am always grateful for what I have. So a big thank you to God and to all the wonderful people out there that make my life better.

This is the horrible and depressing colors I have to look at in my apartment. God forbid the walls be bloody white so it is brighter and less depressing looking in my apartment. Seriously, it's a problem for me. I have depression and anxiety anyway, and this crap is not helping. It looks like something they would do in a bloody prison to me. Brown tones are horrible. I don't know how anyone at all can like this nonsense at all. As well, they can get rid of this bloody carpet in the living room and the bedroom any time now. Carpet is not a clean thing to live with. Yes, I know I need to vacuum right now, but am not feeling well enough to do that. But if it was the same as the kitchen, bathroom and hall - I'd be able to keep it clean a hell of a lot more easily. A vacuum is vey hard on my back and my knees. Running a Swiffer over the floor is a hell of a lot less hard on my poor old disabled body. But to get back to the original point, you have no idea how much I want white w...

So this real literally was me talking only. There was nothing playing in the background at all. Just me talking. So the AI claims I have content from the NRL (what ever the hell that is). How is literally me talking their content? FFS. This AI moderations shit is getting more stupid by the second. So you appeal. Well it takes 7 days to get back to you and it's literally just another AI that looks at it more closely. So you have a good chance of it NOT realizing it's a person talking and uphold the limitations put on the real. And in 7 days a real generally stopped getting views by then, so it's pointless to actually appeal. Facebook is 50X worse with this shit to say the least. I don't know how many times I got a warning an in a couple of occasions, got punished for something I did NOT do at all. When you fire humans and replace them with a bunch of computer code, you get massive errors in the system. This is why when I see the USA wanting to put AI in charge of actual ...

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A Film By Catherine Breillat This is not a complicated movie at all. Basically, a woman who has become bitter because of her life experiences becomes involved with a teenager in a passionate affair. IMDB 6.1/10 ME 7/10

A Film By Catherine Breillat A woman attempts suicide at a gay bar. A gay man saves her from herself. The woman then talks him into coming home with her to a remote home for four nights to watch her. She wants him to focus on the times when she feels "unwatchable." The man is reluctant, but she will pay him good money for it. He accepts and goes along with increasingly strange requests from the woman. This is a sequel to Romance (1999) IMDB 4.4/10 ME 6/10  

A Film By Catherine Breillat This movie is a few months in the life of a young woman named Marie. She lives with her boyfriend Paul, who says he is in love with her, but he refuses to have sexual relations with her. This causes Marie to look for intimate relations with someone else. This is a time that strains her limits both emotionally and physically. Eventually it leads to fulfillment. The sequel to this movie is Anatomy of Hell (2004) IMDB 5.2/10 ME 7/10

Program I use on my PC is  Jigsaws Galore  

So this video is doing well. This is the second one that has gone nuts. 233,974 views in 6 days is not bad for someone with only about 2,500 followers. But being that 99.7% of the views are non-followers, I guess that doesn't matter much. I honestly never expect this to happen, and here it is happening for the second time. First one after about 6 months hit 1,000,000+ views. I'll be happy if this gets to 500,000. It's a silly song parody. The one that went way nuts with views was me saying, "My favorite word is sphincter." It seems if a video is less than 10 seconds and absolutely silly, people will like it. Been getting more than normal views on my question of the day as well, and random people who don't follow me are answering it. That if fun I think. Note: I did edit the layout of the screen shots, as it would have been over the size limit for my provider if I did not, and who wants an image literally twice as long as this one. They do waste a tone of spac...

Step 1. Get driven to a restaurant miles from my warm safe home and be left alone, because my friend has filled her car 90% of the way up with stuff that should be in the trash, but she can't let go of a single scrap of paper. Have my social anxiety kick into overdrive because no one I know is with me and I feel like I'm going to be murdered any moment by the strange old people sitting 30 feet away from me. Step 2. Order a coffee and drink it completely and start on the second cup wile waiting for my friend to come back with the second person she picked up. Now the social anxiety is in full panic mode and I want to run out the door and hide in the bushes, but I hold on and keep drinking coffee. NOTE: The coffee does NOT help the anxiety, it probably makes it worse. Step 3. See my friend drive up and wait for her and my other friend to come inside, so I can feel safe again and not think the old couple are serial killers that want to cut me into little pieces and scatter me aroun...