Mom Today.

She can't feed herself. Every time I see her I want to run out the door and pretend it is not happening. But I can't do that. I need to be there till the end. As much for me as for her. Cancer sucks. Dementia sucks. I can't imagine someone with a child that has cancer - how bad that must be.

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