It’s been a hell of a ride for years to say the least. I’ve gone a lifetime (more or less) trying to brighten others day, and to help how I can when I can. The reward is a feeling of self-worth, but it comes at a cast in our society filled with evil. Below is a conversation between me and a friend. Me: I'm disillusioned with this world of ours. It's easy and rewarding to be bad. We glorify crime, violence, hate, racism and all things evil. But those who want to be good will most likely struggle all their lives. It's the cunning employee with malice in his heart that gets promoted even though the good person is more qualified. If you spread love you, and you get attacked by so many out there. I'm tired of it all. There is reward and trying to make people happy, but from firsthand experience, there is danger as well. This world is mostly evil or apathy, the close cousin of evil. People put on the face of goodness in order to do evil and are loved. Those who spread the tr...