July Blogging Challenge Days 2 to 5

OOPS forgot the challenge for days in a row.

July 2: How am I feeling right now?

Tired A.F. Seriously tired. I am firing up a strong coffee and I hope it helps, but dang I feel tired. It's not CFS, so I don't get it. I slept well enough, I should be rested. But here I am feeling like I been awake for days.

July 3: Write down one word to describe my day and write a sentence about it.

Sad. I has a sad today and I have no reason to be sad.

July 4: What am I grateful for today?

Friends. They keep me wanting to keep going. On days like today, they are a gift from God.

July 5: Emotions I felt today include?

Sad, angry and empty. There is no valid reason for any of these feelings, but here they are. I have to be diligent, or I'll go of on someone for no fault of their own.

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