I Burned My Belly and Being Plus Sized

I seem to have partly cooked my belly. I was walking over to the sink with a pot of bailing water to drain in the strainer, when I slipped, and the pot hit the counter and splashed my belly.

The image is actually on it's side, it's running horizontal. It's also a hell of a lot more red looking that the photo - but then again my skin is a hell of a lot lighter in real life.

Not like I got perfect skin or anything, but I bloody hurt. I've got other scars and a lot of marks from graining a vast amount of weight in a short time in the 30's when I stopped being able to work. I jumped up over 500 lbs (I thought it less, but I found my records on paper).

I've actually lost about 180 lbs in the years I've been trying to loose the weight. Then it just stalled. One day, it started to go back up and I been bouncing up and down since then. I was down to 330 lbs at one time, but am at this moment 361 lbs.

Oh well, I am fated to a plus sized - even if I did lost a lot more, my gut would be down to my knees and I would need to have that removed. They don't tend to remove the loose skin on your legs, so it's a health risk for the rest of your life. So I'm kind of fine being this size till I die. It's really not helping my knees, but not much more I can do than I have.

And no I'm not trying to make excuses for it, I literally can't loose any more with just diet changes and so on. The morons that think you can starve yourself for 2 months don't know jack shit about the human body. That would end up most likely killing a person, or at least fucking up their health for the rest of their life. For example you can die of malnutrition and still be rather plus sized - it's happened before.

In any event, I'm just glad I did not get my man bits with the water.