End of 2025

Soon to be the end of 2025 and I'm not sad to see it go. No year has done me more wrong that this horrible time.

Not only has my health gotten worse, but I've got new things to worry about. One day I was close to death and ended in the ER with a blood sugar of 2.1 (Canadian scale) 1.6 and you are dead. They had no idea how I could talk to them even. I was told later I should have been in a coma with that 2.1

My heart that was was also beating very fast and that could have killed me. And the topper is there seems to be no reason for it to have happened - it just did.

Money has been an endless problem and treats are far between most of the time. So when I can treat myself, I bloody well do. I've been behind on money by several hundred for over a year and it's only gotten worse this bloody year.

Several people I cared about a lot passed on and I miss them oh so much. I've also been sick a lot this year.

I want to keep this short, but have to say, this year can eat my shit! If it was not for all the good people in my life, I'd be so very fucked. They keep me going.

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