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Titicut Follies (1967) A Review

This is a documentary look at Bridgewater State Hospital that housed the  criminally insane. Frederick Wiseman gives us a look into the heart of a horrifying so called hospital. This footage, sadly, is completely real and documents the abuse and deaths of inmates. These men were often kept naked in stone cells with no bed or toilet. There are scenes of guards mentally and physically abusing inmates. One scene shows the face feeding of a man, the next scene his dead body being prepared for disposal. Interspersed are scenes of the man who ran the facility singing in a disturbing manner given what he has allowed to happen. Note: the history of this place after revealed it was worse than the film showed and many who were due for release never got out. Some were never supported to be there in the first place. IMDB 7.7/10 ME 8/10 This is hard to find in full form but it can be found online. I highly recommend you don't go looking for this film. Because it's real it disturbed me deepl...

Got A New Bed

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Saskability has given me a hospital bed to use. This is so good. I struggled badly to get out of my last bed and at times I thought I'd have to call 911 to be rescued from it. I gave the last one away and it has a new home now. This is very stiff and you don't sink into it at all, but I am sleeping well on it. The ability to raise the head of it is valuable to me and helps me sleep a lot better. Being I was able to raise it up way more than the last bed, it is easy to stand up from.

Pizza Time

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Aug 2026 Expenses

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Groceries was less than expected as they could not handle pickles without bloody garlic in them.

8 154 Piece Puzzles Done With Times

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Images made with Deep Dream Generator and turned inti puzzles with Jigsaws Galore . Fake Album Cover Set

9 130 Piece Puzzles Done With Times

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Images made with Deep Dream Generator and turned into images with Jigsaws Galore .

Good People Keep Me Going

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It's not easy to keep the pain for winning. It's not easy to keep from being depressed as hell. It's not easy to just take the pain and hope for the best. To keep smiling can be a struggle to say the least. But here I am still relatively happy with my existence. I thank my friends for keeping me sane. I have a lot of good people standing behind me and supporting me. It is truly a blessing and I am glad that God has led me on a path that brings so many people who care into my life. Not many people have that support. I think I owe it to the fact that I express myself in such a public manner. Some probably see it as attention seeking, but that is the function of anyone on social media if you think about it. Even if we limit the audience, we are still looking to be seen and to have interaction. I have been blessed to have that interaction in large quantity and of great quality. It seems the new normal these days for me is to be in a lot of pain and have no hope of it ending and...

Obvious Doosh is Obvious

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So you are just some nice little old lady in a Facebook group are you? The possibility that they knew to reference a song I am very fond of is next to zero. The fact they knew what I did on Friday when it was not on my wall is also next to zero. Give it a rest princess, you are so fucking obvious. Not to mention it's not your first try at it in the group. Only a demented, obsessed cray person would bother to make multiple accounts to try and bother me away from a group I enjoy and have made good friends in. God I remember you absolute failed attempt at comedy videos that for oh so little views before you hid them LOL. With the ability to make content people want to see like that, I've got no wonder as to why you are pissy that my posts are popular. Not to mention you, "suggestion" was at best rude and ignorant at best. You can't play the victim when you made a life out of being a twat. It's always obvious it's you. You are not a bunch of people and defiant...

9 Trippy 121 Piece Puzzles Done With Times

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Images made with Bing Image Generator and turned into puzzles with Jigsaws Galore .

9 121 Piece Puzzles Done With Times

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Images made with Bing Image Creator and turned into a puzzle with Jigsaws Galore .

A Nice Person Brightens a Very Bad Day For Me

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I recently expressed online that I had a deep desire for a Greek Salad (there are 3 kinds I know of and this is one of them). So Darrell (last name won't be mentioned for safety) saw this and knew I was having a heck of a bad time of life right now. So he decided he was going to send me a gift of this wonderful salad from The Mad Greek . OKG this hit the spot and made me so very happy. Well this is the next day and I'm still very happy. At the time I had not eaten the previous day and mentioned that I did not have the ability to stand at the stove long enough to cook dinner. I was in a hell of pain and agony in my legs (knees mostly) and recently been to the ER to see if there was a reason I was so weak in the legs. I am so glad there are such nice people out there in the world who would do a kind thing to brighten the day of someone they know is suffering. We often see how bad humanity is or at lest how indifferent a lot of people are toward others. But we rarely see people li...

Deep Dream Generator Being a Pain in the Butt

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Having issues with Deep Dream Generator not processing an image. I had one module fail 3 times in a row, then a second module just never stop processing the image - it did NOT time out at all and hours later it's still going. So I'll never get my 10 points back from the bloody failed module. I can't imaging wanting to pay them money for this instead of the free version. I'd be kind of ticked off if I was paying and the module hung up for the rest of time. Below are a couple of screen shoots - of the 3 fails on the one module and the second still chewing on it. It's been hours since the screen shot and it's still spinning and doing nothing to end and give me my bloody points back. I emailed support many hours ago and nothing in reply at all. Timeout when it returns your points and gives up is supposed to be 10 minutes but it is always close to 11 minutes so not even that works.

9 Woman Art Puzzles Done With Times

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Images made with Deep Dream Generator and turned into puzzles with Jigsaws Galore .