I Will Never Stop - I Will Always Love

It does not matter what you do for this world. It does not matter how many lives you brighten. It does not matter what you give to people. If enough people know you exist, you will be hated - it's a sad reality.

When I was able, I gave my time to charity. I have always shared my art with the world to use and to download for free. I try every day to make people think and to make them know someone cares.

The vast majority of interactions in my life are positive to say the least. But there is always going to be negative ones, you can't get around that.

The mind that hate has no real pride in themselves - they will scream that they do, but the look inside and project the vile they see in themselves on the world. It is said that all people have some good in them, but I know that's not true. There are people who are only bad inside - rotten like trash on a hot day.

There are thing I will never give into. One is seeing myself as not worthy of love, kindness and joy. Another is my body image, I am at complete peace with who I am and how I look. I admit freely I'm a nudist and I have never been ashamed of my body. One other thing I'll never give into is hate - it eats your soul and distorts reality. Unfortunately, hate is far too common. The worse thing than hate is indifference - the people who don't care unless it's happening to them. I will always care about the suffering of others.

My body is failing me. I am becoming more disabled all the time and it might get to a point I need to be in a care home. I hate the idea and don't know what I'd do if that was the case. But for some, the suffering I endure every single day is not enough, they want to hurt me more - to see me suffer or worse be gone from this world.

As long as I can I will share with the world my content online - my vlogs, my tags, my question of the day, my kindness to others, my support. I go out of my way to support many people online - always giving a positive comment and a like. It helps people and that in turn makes me happy.

There will be no shame for doing what I have to do to get what is needed. There will be no shame for my nudism or my looks. There will be no shame for my politics or any part of who and what I am. I am in constant pain the like of witch most people will never know - but I keep going always. I have a lot to give and I will do just that.

People think I should hate some people out there, but I feel for them in their sad and broken existence, so I can't hate them. I do not like them, but never hate. Until I can not share anymore, I will. My voice will be heard. People who know me know the reality of who I am. I know I am loved by many and this is my blessing in life.

Some say how can you worship God with all that has happened to you? Well it brings me comfort and nothing can take that away from me ever. I know for certain I'm going to be rewarded in the end. I know I've been blessed by God - every time I'm in need someone helps. Even complete strangers have helped. So I give thanks to God and celebrate what I've been given

I will keep strong and I will never give up. Well maybe not never, there are limits I will not endure like Cancer eating me away. But for the most part I keep strong for those who love me and that can't be taken. My gift is love and I give it to the world and I get it back 10 fold. I will always be OK.

Remember, you are loved.

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  1. RaphaelJuly 18, 2026 at 7:22 PM

    You are amazing, Dave!
    You will always have my support.

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