Dave Nicholson

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Oh these young people... They have no idea that the best sex of your life does not start until your about 40. I mean the orgasms get better and are easier to have. Not to mention us fat folks are EASY to please. It's these fit ready for the iron man people that find it almost impossible to get off... What can I say? The young folk think they know it all and in reality they know nothing. Now that I am an old fart, I realize I know very little. But at least I am certain my happy ending is WAY better than they can imagine.

I love how people try to make you think it's your fault that they don't like you. The reality is, you more than likely did nothing to draw the hate. They in fact see something in you that they hate about themselves and they attack you for it. They will tell you, it's you - it's something you did... But they will never say what that is... So don't let it bother you. Know full well that they hate because it is more easy for them to hate you than to realize they hate themselves. Be strong. Show love and don't let them win. Feel for them, but don't listen to them. You are worth being loved and you are loved. So be strong enough to love yourself. Be strong enough to love others. Be strong enough to be free from from hate. Love literally is the answer. Hugs and I love you, even if you hate me - Dave :)

When I was in my 20's I just wanted to fight and die. Now I want to live so strongly I can't believe it. I used to say, "I don't want to live forever". Now I do want to. All the people I know where damaged in some way as a child. I almost said yes to my youth pastor when he obviously wanted sex from me. I was I think 12. I just felt so good to be wanted by someone. I did not understand and when I did it fucked up my life (only word strong enough). My folks where to say the least strict at times and being that my Mom was mentally ill I got spanked many times for no reason. But I never blamed them. Even as a child I knew what was going on in that situation. Things changed when my Dad finally realized about Mom. But it kind of tainted how I saw them for ever. But all in all I struggled with it all and my own mental illness. I was strong and I prevailed. Now that I am sick and in pain. I often think time is short. I sometimes wish I would just go out in ...

Don't you love people who just can NOT accept that you don't have the same view of the universe as they do? Well this will happen all too often on the internet. The kind of people who will attack you for not being a Christian for example or for supporting Gay marriage. The ones I love the best are the narrow minded people who attack you for believing in a God. I for example am a universalist and thus have some form of God in my life. This has made me the target of the small minded who think that no one should believe in God at all. I had one example on a video when I was talking about the universe as an intelligence that is beyond our comprehension and that we are part of that intelligence. This person was always a bit of a child in the way they chose to communicate, but they crossed the line with this video comment. Referring to me as needing to take my medication. This is of course a perfect example of a narrow view of how to think and the lack of understanding of diversit...

  My Brother age 2  Dad on the right with his army buddies.  Dad, Mom and my Brother.  Dad in school grade 7. He is on the bottom row on the left.  Me on my 2nd birthday.  Me age 2.  Me age 2, my Brother age 7 and Corkie the Dog.  Mom and Dad on their 30th anniversary.  Mom drunk and Dad a bit buzzed - Christmas party.  Here I am at 13 months at Christmas on Moms knee. Brother beside me.  Mom, Me, My Brother and Dad on their 30th.  I think this is my uncle Stan on his wedding day. Me age 6 on the left and Brother age 11 on the right.

After all the pain and the tears and the fears. When you have screamed and cried and ran until you just can’t go on. There is a choice to be made. The choice to be empty inside or to open your eye and see the world for the first time. From that moment on you can wait for death or you can see the world new and fresh every day you live.

Stating the obvious is not a burn. Calling a 430lb man fatty is like pointing at a wall wan saying wall. It’s like going up to someone dressed in yellow and saying yellow. Oh I long for the days of intelligent people who knew how to give a good burn and it was always funny. The other thing is spelling something wrong just to look cool is so stupid. This only shows that you can’t be original for one moment and have no creativity at all. Then there are the masses of kids on YouTube who will take someone else’s video and post it to try and get, “a popular video”. Sigh – the only thing less intelligent is the hoard of comments saying the video is stolen. YouTube is the playground of the foolish who will set their hair on fire to be “famous”. It is also the playground of those who will post random crap on random videos to try and get the attention they will never have in real life. Yes real life. There is the rub. For the majority of YouTube users’ real life is online and not in the wo...

You may have more money than anyone else. You may have the admiration of millions of people. You may be able to get what you want with a word; anything you want is yours. But in those last few moments, you have nothing and you are alone. You pass and nothing comes with you. You pass and you become nothingness. You have nothing but your faith. More people hate you than will talk to you. You don’t know where your next meal is. You are cold in the night. But in those last few moments, you have everything and you are not alone. You pass and you see the glory of eternal peace. You pass and are with those gone before you and you know his glory.