Dave Nicholson

Just watched that film of a man being electrocuted to dead from the 1970's. Not only would there be pain, but your mind being ripped apart by the electricity. What must that be like? Even the modern method of using drugs to kill the prisoner is said to have unimaginable pain for a few moments. To face the truth, the most humane way to put someone to death would be a shotgun blast to the head. There would be no time to process any pain, it would just end. But we think this is horrific. Strange how we have to think of how we see the end of their lives as the most important part. That is to say, how we view the end. The actual person is not thought of. Lethal injection came about for those who watch, not those who die. We tell our children that two wrongs don't make a right, then we kill someone for their crime. This makes anyone who believes in capital punishment (in my mind) a hypocrite. There is no way for me to justify it. Many say it is the will of God, but yet God said that...

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So I been reading a lot about the right to die. In Canada we are starting to move closer to demanding the right from out government. In a small about of countries in the world it is in place right now. The religious folks will say that it's a sin. I have to say, how can it be? When a person has no hope of being better and the quality of life is to a point that there is noting left but suffering, I feel they have the right to ask for death. I do not think this right should be given lightly and a quick but educated decision should be reached by a board of doctors on a case by case bases. In special cases where the person has not the capacity to understand what is going on, I am very much at a loss as to what should be done. We have a world famous example of that in Saskatchewan where a man put his daughter to death to end her suffering. He spent some time in jail and his life was forever scared ...

Just finished these the other day. Not much in the mood this last couple of days. First 2 are done with Bryce 7.1 Pro (you can get it free from Daz3d for a while). The Sinner one is done in Paint Shop Pro X3. Maybe today I will do some new stuff... Kind of feel like it, but not too motivated. I see I get more views on this blog from the main page than with links to the articles. Guess no one is sharing LOL... Oh well I know a few are watching - they come once a week to see what I have up. This being friends and 1 family member... Anyways... I am not well today so I am home and not with Mom. In case it's the flue I am staying away for a few days... Will phone her a few times in the afternoon and once at night though. She told me she went to church today - they have services on Thursdays there and the pastor is from a different church ever week... She liked it. It was a baptist service today. She got to sing hims, she kind of liked it... Well I hope she gets something out of ...

I held him as he cried that long night. I told him he was going to be alright and it was will be over soon. Before that he was crying out to God to make the many demons go from him. I could see his pain and wanted it all to end. I wanted to make him know he was loved and God had not left him. He yelled out that he was lost in an endless plague of pain and suffering. The voices told him to do things that he knew where wrong and he asked me why would they not be quiet and where was God in all of this. I told him he was right with us and he loved us. I told him he would not abandon any of his children. Then he told me that God was telling him to hurt himself; to do unspeakable things. I told him this is not God talking and it is not a demon. I told his this was his own fears and dark feelings that we all have inside. He cried for help many times that night and I was there for him and so was God. In the end it all came down to the fact I was alone and he was me. If God did not allow me to ...