Dave Nicholson

So there is this little corner of the local internet I used to hang around in. I pulled my content after it degraded into madness. Posts from people who's heads are not screwed on right and so on... So first I am banned... Oh no! not banned. Then I am un-banned... After not being on for almost a year now I see that I am "being moderated". The moderator standing tall when he speaks of free speech and so on... Think about it. All for free speech when it is in your favor, but like most when it's not in your favor the freedom needs to be limited in their minds. Figure it our people... You stand for something or you don't there is no middle ground. God himself said, "So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth" Revelation 3:16 ... Now go forth and stand for free will until you get buthurt, then hold onto the pain and react on it. ?;-)> Huggles - Dave :)

This is my reaction to my Mother not qualifying for Long Term Care when the experts say she needs it. Also this experience has her on the verge of losing what little money she has. Her apartment needs to be let go of as she has not the money for the care she needs and the apartment. This may make her homeless in the end. She is 80 years old and is dying of lung cancer. *Note there is no threat intended or desire to harm. This is a statement of fact. I now know why people show up in government offices with a gun! This is my mothers life your MESSING WITH! She is soon to have no home to come back to. She can't walk 5 feet by herself. She can't speak a coherent sentence. She has stage 4 Lung cancer and you can see how she is failing by the day. There is no possibility for her to come home. She has no money left thanks to all you all who keep saying she does not qualify for long term care. She is at the end of her money and her time. I am at the end of m...

Memory David S. Nicholson Jan 21, 2012 I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, from which I'll never part. God has you in his arms. I have you in my heart. ------ That Place I Dare Not Go. David S. Nicholson - November 27, 2011 Take me to that place I dare not go. Take me to hell and raise me to heaven. Blood dripping and leather stinging you talk to me so deeply. In the hands of a mad woman or in the hands of a blessed angle? I will submit to you and I will follow the dark light of my heart. Take me to that place I dare not go. Sin is only a word when you’re in my arms. Tainted with the violence of your strong mind I run from what I must not turn from. You are evil and you have shown me my soul turned inside out. Yet I would give so much on a day like this to let y...

I have a pain in my soul. I can't make it stop. It grows stronger every day. I see people so happy and I think of her so sad. I see people running about and think of her in bed. How cruel life can be. How scaring it can be. Oh God make me strong.

You may have more money than anyone else. You may have the admiration of millions of people. You may be able to get what you want with a word; anything you want is yours. But in those last few moments, you have nothing and you are alone. You pass and nothing comes with you. You pass and you become nothingness. You have nothing but your faith. More people hate you than will talk to you. You don’t know where your next meal is. You are cold in the night. But in those last few moments, you have everything and you are not alone. You pass and you see the glory of eternal peace. You pass and are with those gone before you and you know his glory.

Ya know what keeps most people from knowing God these days? Greed... Things are what this world is about and no one remembers where they came from. They can walk down the street and never see the sun glinting of the fresh due on the lawn. They can see a person in pain on the street and walk past only thinking how disheveled he was. But if we let God show us the world we can see so much more than most people will ever know is there. The joy and the energy that we can get by serving Gods will is unmatched by any thing we can own or any simple pleasure that we can seek. I know what you want to say... You want to saw what evil has been done for God be his followers. These people have never known God and when they stand before him they will fall in shame and weep, but it will be too late then. The good people of this world, those that do for others they will see God and know they are welcome.

Oh man am I ever tired of crazy people and people who do nothing but want stuff from me. A life time of people wanting me to help them when they need it and when I need it nothing in return. I give and give then I vanish from their minds when I need a hand. All I get in return is ignored or my head bit off. Someone tell me why I still care to help people? I do - but there is little in reward it seems. Still I will be there as always. But I some times think what is it worth.

Just saw this, "Welfare recipients are the laziest people you could possibly find. It has already been discerned that they are among the dumbest (See "The Bell Curve.")" Well I work more than full time taking care of my Mom - the person who wrote this no doubt would have stuck her in a home and left her to die years ago. As well I have an IQ of 191 - almost all the people I know on welfare are above average intelligence and well educated. I suppose I am bias and not part of the norm to say the least. It seems that a lot of people I know who deal with others on assistance say the same as above. From what I am told %90 don't need it, but use it - 10% have no choice. This can't be true as in my province 73% of people on welfare are permanently disabled in some manner. Oh and not "The bell curve" part - OMG, if you don't know what your talking about - just pull some terms out of your ass and hope for the best I guess... Now not only does th...

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