Saturday, December 25, 2010

Pain, Family and Love

It is amazing how little people are able to handle the topic of I am in a lot of pain. I recently did a vlog on how I was in a lot of pain and I got messed with once again by disability. This was on Christmas Eve when I posted it by the way. I was almost mad with pain it hurt so much. I got almost no response at all. What I did get was a PM from the owner asking me to take the video down as I used the term, "Merry Fucking Christmas" in it. He I am sure was offended being that he is deeply religious and all. He almost became a Catholic Priest once you know. I took it down, but not because he was offended – but because I was over the top and did not want to be seen that way on this particular site.

It often comes down to the fact that a lot of people cannot seem to handle being told things they can’t relate to. They become very put off at times by this as well. It is not like they don’t have any sympathy for you, it is just they have no way to understand it and they fear it happening to them. So they just ignore it or they try to change the topic.

The video was also posted to YouTube and I left it up there. I don’t hold back anything on that site and tend to just say shit on there. I got a lot of response on that site as a lot of people that watch me there tend to have been in my situation many times. It is amazing to see how much of what I have had happen to me has happened too many I know. It seems that the people who have been threw the most pain, poverty and crap in life either turn into bitter minded criminal types or the best people you would ever want to meet.

I did have a strange one happen though. I got a PM from someone on YouTube that has a lot more wrong with him than I do. It seems it was a competition to him or that he wishes to trivialize what happened to me because it is worse for him. I am sorry for what has happened to this unfortunate fellow, but in reality my pain was real and the fear of maybe not being able to pay the rent on time is also real. This is no less important to me or painful to me because someone else has it worse than I do. It is amazing how many people will say something stupid like "it could have been much worse". Yes it could have been, but my pain is still real and you can not relate to it obviously.

So on the light side, I got some nice things and had a wonderful time with family and friends. I received a Tea set with some wonderful tea in it; Some Greek spices and a cook book; and $50 from my Mom; I have food in the apartment and plenty of it. My pain is still here but managed for now; It is warm, safe and dry in here; I am loved be many wonderful people. So it was a wonderful Christmas after all. Oh and I was deeply reminded of why it is Christmas.

To end I would like to say, "Thank you Jesus" and "hugs and love to you all".

Monday, December 13, 2010

Something Short.

I can very much relate to the longing for being something you are not and to want nothing more than a silent lonely death. But I overcame and am now what I thought I had lost. I found hope inside - deep inside. Now I wish nothing less than to give this gift to others.

Peace and Love - Dave.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Moms in the Hospital.

Mom's in hospital (Dec 04, 2010)

Mom Still In The Hospital (Dec 05, 2010)

Mom Update Dec 07, 2010

Saturday, November 27, 2010

#199 a LOL from the government...

OK So the one check I get is upped by $30 so the disability thing needs to be taken down by $30... Just read this and see if it makes sense to you... Wow kind of make me LOL. If you wanted to do it in 2 payments, why not make it half of the amount of overpayment? I can't figure this out... For the sake of $5 you could have just taken the $30 off and be done with it. This to me is strange and funny... LOL.

Mom is having a test On Wed Nov 24th 2010

Friday, November 19, 2010

Why is it?

Why is it that all people who act like a 4 year old think others are acting like a 4 year old?
Why is it all halfwits think they are smart?
Why is it the ones least able to lead always get the job to lead?
Why is it that the more someone does wrong the more they want to tall on others for doing wrong?
Why is it all people who crave power should never have it?
Why is it most people never think at all?
Why is it most people think online is as important as real life?
Why is it so many people that are complete pussies in real life act like a tough guy online?
Why is it a lot of closet gay men keep saying how heterosexual they are?
Why it is most people can't read better than a 6th grader?
Why is it people just can't drive anymore?
Why it it most people keep saying we need change then when they get it they freak out about it being different?
Why is it when there is no way to win and they have already lost, most people still think they can win?

Thursday, November 18, 2010

What is art?

What is art? There is a question I can’t answer in a simple way. I got asked this once several years ago. What I answered then I think is not quite the same as now. Simply anything can be art. Violence if portrayed in a light that is not just gratuitous can be art for example. There is no one set medium for art and it can be created in vast amounts of ways.

For some only the classic forms are art, that being painting, drawing and sculpture. To that way of thinking even music or song is not art. To my way of thinking you can live your life as one great art piece. Anything there for can and is art. Even if it was not intended or created with purpose, it can still be art in the eye of those who look upon it. An example would be a pile of rubble with a sign amongst it that has the right words on it. Unintentional, but still a statement that is artistic in nature.

Not all art has a statement value some of it is just pleasing to the eye. A good example is a sunset or a field of wheat flowing in the wind. Commercial art for example is still art even if it was purchased to match the drapes.

You don’t have to agree with the statement being made for it to impact you as well. If you’re offended by a bit of art, then you may just be who it intended to reach. If your uplifted by it, then you are most likely to be the intended audience.

The best thing for me is when I come across something at random that moves me in some way. This is a grand event and one I always enjoy a lot. So next time you’re out in the world, just look around and maybe you will see something of value to you that you never saw there before. Peace and live for the day.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

193 Ever Had One Of These Moments?

Well got to thinking about events of the last couple of months. So when did I end up with an ex and not remember the relationship?

Seems I missed a few sign posts as I did not want that sort of thing to happen. Now it seems like it was happening but very one sided like. Dealing with this person now is like dealing with your ex-lover... Sigh... I swear I had no idea at the time, but it makes a lot of sense now.

The person in question would deny this to the bitter end I am sure. But the reality is that it looks a lot like a failed relationship of that kind right now. I should be sort of flattered, but I am kind of freaked out. Man things could have been worse if I look at the signs in retrospect.

It is a mystery at best I guess... Oh well... It could never work as by the end of the so called friendship I had come to think of this person as a little on the dangerous side. the person in question did some thing I just do not think should be done to someone else - ever - even if they want it to happen to them. I guess saying that was the spike to the heart as it where...

Now I am seen as being the one who did all the damage. The one who wants to control. The one who is being a child. All true of the kind who wants to control your life. So like so many other peoples ex...

Peace all.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

The If Then List

+ If you see a lot of people want to fight, Then you are looking at yourself.
+ If there is always some kind of conflict no matter how hard you try to avoid it, Then you are looking for it deep down inside.
+ If you need to be known, then you don't know yourself.
+ If you need to feel some kind of power in your life, Then you fear being yourself most of all.
+ If you think others see you as ugly, then you think you are ugly.
+ If you think being a man means you have to always be ready for violence, then you are nowhere close to being a man.
+ If the thought of giving your life for others is too much to ask, then you do not deserve to be free.
+ If you need to prove you are in control, then you never will be.
+ If you always have to win, Then you will always fail.
+ If you like to hurt others, then you must hate yourself.
+ If you think I am talking about you with this list, then you need help.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

The Small Flame

Looking into the naked candle light I start to see things future and past.
I hear the sound of people long gone whispering quiet joys.
I know that all is as it is going to be, we are only a moment in eternity.
Somewhere water will always flow clean and life will always follow mother earth.
We are one with the flame, we are one with the drift of eternal time.
Sit and listen and watch with me.
The quiet is our door to the spirit world.

DSN Nov. 06, 2010

Thursday, November 4, 2010

I hear you Lord

I was on YouTube finding some songs to post the videos to on I coped 3 links and put them in a text file. I opened blip and then re-opened the text file and there was a fourth link. I copied the url and posted it into firefox to see the video. The song was, "tears are not enough". Being that this song has been over played to say the least I would not have gone looking for it and I only looked for the 3 I posted. I have no idea where this came from. Maybe I did it by accident.

I went with Mom to the coop to shop. We first went to the cafeteria to have something to eat. At a table where 12 people all with a wooden cross around their necks. I have not seen someone with a cross on beside my one friend in many months. Now I see 12 at the same time. How many people followed Jesus in his day? 12 to be exact.

So I go to send a message to a Christian friend on MSN. I notice his status was a bible passage, this one to be exact, "Jeremiah 29:12 "Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you."

Recently I faced a cut in funding from disability. I just found out I won the appeal and will still get the same money. The same day as that I got into a religious discussion with several people. The topic was who is getting into heaven and the relevant passage was, "Matthew 19:24 Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God."

All I can say now is, "I hear you Lord".

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Monday, October 11, 2010

Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs (GBLTQ related)

Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs can be used to analyze any part of your life and the development there of. The Hierarchy is as follows:

1 Biological and Physical needs
(Basics of life - air, food, drink, shelter, warmth, sex, sleep, exc.)

2 Safety needs
(Protection, security, order, law, limits, stability, exc.)

3 Belongingness and Love needs
(Family, affection, relationships, work group, exc.)

4 Esteem needs
(Achievement, status, responsibility, reputation)

5 Cognitive needs
(Knowledge, meaning, self-awareness)

6 Self-actualization
(Personal growth, self-fulfillment)

7 Transcendence
(Helping others to self-actualize)

This is often represented in a triangle and in the reverse order as seen above.

Digital Art of David S Nicholson Aug 01, 2010

Making Puzzles With Jigsaws Galore

Monday, September 13, 2010

Why am I not surprised?

Man don't you love it when someone gets all but hurt when you don't do what they want you to do. The best thing is this is a person who is talking about free speech and all that - then poof you say something they don't like and you're an idiot to them. Grow the fuck up, get over it and live by the standards you claim to keep. Yet another person who demands respect and does not deserve it.

After all, if you can't control someone you don't want any part of them. That's it on the head man, that you all over. Best thing is he was not even man enough to say fuck you in the end - he just snuck off and vanished.

In the end all I can say is, "I am so not surprised with your actions".

People... Sigh...

See people, if you do things like put up a smile face balloon on a grave - I think your tacky at best. This is in my mind a very bad choice for a grave.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Conservative Desperation.

Photo from the men's room wall at the Moose Jaw Co-op. Not if focus as there was little light and the flash blinded out the image completely.

Entry to the building dark at night.

At 9:30pm every night, the enter way to the building and the stairs have no lights on them. The attached video shows the entry way and the stairs in the front of the building at night.

To the left you see the power box in my apartment.

When I cam out - A time of struggle

partical Animation In Bryce 7

If you get the pro version in the video tutorials there is an Easter Egg video that shows you how to do this...

Part of a bug in my food

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Bush Shelter?

Well if this is what your going to do with the bus shelter, why are we paying tax dollars to keep fixing it? When it is -40 and you need the buss to get to class, remember this moment...

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Post #160 How much my meds are...

Just because I never noticed that it comes to $222.22. You see I don't pay for it as I am disabled...

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Darn - I called, and I hope they get to fixing this for me soon - it is hard to download or watch videos with this popping up... And my cable is from the same provider... So it is freaking out even more than the internet is... Sigh... If you would only see the wire that it is coming into my apartment on... Oh well... Being trained in Electronic repair and Radio communications - I can tell you this wire is not the right one for the job - but back when this building was built, it was fine as they just had simple phones then - nothing special and no internet...

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

White Picket Fence.

White Picket Fence.
David S Nicholson AKA AxeMoose
June 24, 2010

A rum and cola in my left hand, a barbecue fork in the other hand.
Checking the steaks and looking to see if the lawn is just right.
The latest jingle for my favorite car company in my head.
Down the street oh so perfectly groomed is a man beating his son half to death.
His wife sits in front of the TV in a prescription drug induced stupor.
Ah yes all is right with my little world and I can’t see past my white picket fence.

One of the boys calls me on the cell about our little trip this weekend.
We intend to spend a little money on the girls that hang out in the cat club.
No one gets hurt, that is if the wives don’t find out.
The woman on TV said they are exploited down there, but we don’t think so.
After all they hide the browses and the needle tracks well with makeup.
Then we will retreat to our perfect homes safe behind our white picket fences.

My kid is listening to some guy named Manson and dressing dark.
I chuckle and remember the days I spent listening to Alice Cooper.
He chats all night to his dark friends and talks about death.
I don’t listen, as I have more important things to think about.
After all, my job has a lot of responsibility and I can’t turn my back on that.
Oh how nice the flowers grow threw my white picket fence.

I see on the news that the boy down the street is dead and his dad is in custody.
What a shock me and the wife tell each other then we say, "you never really know people".
My sonny boy is late coming home, but he is most of the time so I give it no though.
I plan in my head for the next week end with the boys, and smile to the wife and tell her I love her.
A cop comes to the door and tells us that our son and his friends have taken their lives.
Now my perfect law is not so green and my white picket fence seems to need painting.

Storm the other day...

Friday, June 4, 2010

Two links...

Well Since FB won't let me post a link to my file server... I will post it here and see if it will let me post a link to this.

Jigsaw Puzzles

Desktops (1600x1200 and 1680x1050)

Peace :)

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

I got the original

I have seen this photo associated with Moose Jaw many times around the net - guess who has the original ;-)

Being that everything I do is considered creative commons it is cool and I love seeing it used :) There are several others that I have seen around and some of my desktops have show up on sights around the net as well. People even modify the images for their own use. This is a pleasure to see. I only with they would send me a link when they do it... I live seeing them :)

On a news server that I moderate on and post a lot on people often grab an image I posted for signature tags or whatever... It is a pleasure in life for sure to have my work used in many ways.

Now if only more people out there had the same idea... All too many people going on about that is mine you can't use it... Oh well share the planet, share the joys :)

Peace - Dave :)

Sole Purpose

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

So why inspect the apartment while I am still living in it?

So I have not even begone to move out of here yet. I gave the end of the month as the date I will be vacating on the proper form and all that. But instead of waiting until I am out of here and the place is properly cleaned, they are inspecting tomorrow (Apr 07, 2010). The best part is I can't find one person that has gotten the damage deposit back from these Zarkor people. This does not make sense at all.

By the way, this is a photo of the stairs to the basement apartments from the front of the building. You will notice the vast amount of dirt and the piles of rubbish on the stairs. There is also I light at the end of the hall that has been out for several weeks now (they have been informed - against safety regulations); The light over the pull for the fire alarm is out on this floor for several months (this is against code); Downstairs there is a bike blocking the fire door (another violation); The ventilation on this floor and the next one up is not working (code violation) - the list is very long.

I am wondering why no one is getting back their deposit. They have a shorter time span to do so than they have been taking in many cases that I know of. So if they think they are going to fuck me over they may get a surprise. Now the disability people have a letter of guarantee for $307 of the deposit and I payed the rest ($60) and it is $50 to file a complaint - so that is not much of an option. But if they go after that $307 then this is going to be a fight I will gladly give them. There will be photos to spare, of the apartment after it is clean and some of the stuff around here that needs to be fixed up and cleaned up.

All in all I think I am going to put on the gay pride wrist band and be as obvious as possible tomorrow. Just to see if he is homophobic or not. You know just for the LULS... I know that is not nice, but it is funny...

I can't see any problems, but I am up for a fight as well. Peace and good life - Dave :)

Saturday, April 3, 2010

So just when you think it is safe...

So just when you think it is safe and you have a good place to live for a long time, reality comes and slaps your face a good one. I just found out that when the rent in the new building I am moving to goes up, it will go up $300. Now this is way the hell out of my price range for sure.

This was my last hops for a safe and affordable place to live in Moose Jaw. What can I say – Greed is the greatest motivator in the lives of all the building owners in this city I guess. After all, when you are making a good profit at $500 for rent, why do you need to charge $800?

This leaves me with no options that are safe and good for my disability at all. I can’t afford to be taking a cab downtown to shop and to see Mom and help her out all the time. So I would be stuck with not helping her at all. This is a great loss for the both of us and she may have to go to a care facility in that event.

The other part of this being a horrible thing is safety. The buildings that are in affordable range are almost all not safe to your health, not to mention the great risk of being robbed. This would leave me in some rat whole trying not to get my stuff taken all the time. Fear would be with me all of the time and I would be afraid to leave the apartment.

The other option is to be in someone home in a basement or something. This may be a much safer option, but it would be far from downtown and travel expenses would cut into my ability to buy food and such. In any event I would most likely not be able to be with Mom every day as she needs. She would not have me to help her and there is no one else to do so.

When the average low end rent in the city is $750 and the amount I get from disability is only $480 there is a problem here to say the least. It is far past time for the government to get off their ass and wake up to the situation of sky rocketing rents in this province. We are human beings and we have the right to be safe in our accommodations. This does not mean that we are huddling from the cold drafts in some 8 x 10 room watching the pain peel off the walls. Get responsible people and wake up.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

My New Apartment

Will be moving on the 15th...

Last Time Tag

1 Last thing to eat?
2 Last thing you drank?
3 Last time you went shopping for clothing?
4 Last time you went out with no underwear?
5 Last time you cleaned the bathroom?
6 Last time you went out for supper?
7 Last time you went out for coffee?
8 Last time you got drunk?
9 Last time you ordered food to your home?
10 Last time you got physically sick?

2 Water
3 Two months ago
4 Today
5 Last month
6 This afternoon
7 Tonight
8 Last month
9 Three weeks ago
10 The 14th of March, 2010

16 Hours on Blip

Continued on to 26 hours on blip...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

26 hours on blip - kind of...

Well I got the 24 hour badge from ( I cheated though - the last 6 hours where done by a friend LOLS. I just could not stay awake any longer, so I passed it on to him to finish. I had a list of them, so it was easy for him to do :) You see you only need to post 1 song every hour for 24 hours to get the badge. We posted more than that and longer than that... Here is the list:

8:00 AM Hour 1
Flogging Molly - Devil's Dance Floor
Flogging Molly - Drunken Lullabies
Flogging Molly - Seven Deadly Sins
Flogging Molly - What's Left of the Flag
Flogging molly - If i ever leave this world alive
Flogging Molly - The Worst Day Since Yesterday
Flogging Molly - Black Friday Rule
Flogging Molly - Tobacco Island

9:00 AM Hour 2
black sabath - iron man
Black Sabath - Planet Caravan
Black Sabath - Paranoid
Black Sabath - Symptom Of The Universe - cover Matter of Time
Black Sabath - I am Santa Claus

10:00 AM Hour 3
HIM - Don't Fear The Reaper Video
5th Dimension - Age Of Aquarius Let The Sunshine In
The Fifth Dimension - Wedding Bell Blues
Lily Allen - Fuck You Very Much
ELO – Last Train To London
"She is Freedom"
Onemon22 - Benny the bum
Freddie King - Goin' Down
Boston - More Than A Feeling

11:00 AM Hour 4
Marilyn Manson - Dope Hat
Marilyn Manson - The Dope Show
Marilyn Manson - Diary Of A Dope Fiend
Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love

12:00 Noon Hour 5
KMFDM - Not In My Name
KMFDM - Dirty
KMFDM - Anarchy (God and the State mix)
KMFDM - Split
KMFDM - Today (Feat. Peter Murphy)

1:00 PM Hour 6
Manfred Mann - davy's on the road again (live 1999)
Manfred Mann - Ha Ha said the clown 1967 & Smoke - My friend Jack 1967
Manfred Mann - Spirits in the Night
Manfred Mann - Runner
Manfred Mann - Just Like A Woman 1966
Manfred Mann - Blinded by the Light
Manfred Mann - Mighty Quinn 1967

2:00 PM Hour 7
Lipps Inc - Funky Town (1980)
Lipps Inc - Designer music
Rose Royce - Car Wash
Heatwave - Boogie Nights

3:00 PM Hour 8
New Order - Blue Monday 1988 (Extended Remix)
Freeway Of Love - Aretha Franklin
ABBA - Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! - Dame! Dame! Dame!
Soul 2 Soul - Back To Life
Real McCoy - Another Night US Version

4:00 PM Hour 9
Blondie - Call Me
Martha Reeves & The Vandellas - Dancing in the Street
sylvester - do you wanna funk ( original video clip)
Onemon22 - The Hockey Song
Evolution feat. Jayn Hanna - Walking On Fire ( Bedrock Vocal mix )

5:00 PM Hour 10
The Doors - Break On Through To The Other Side - Album The Doors 1967 (by Men United)
Katie Melua - On the road again
Al Stewart - On the Border (with lyrics)
Eric Clapton/JJ Cale - After Midnight
Eric Clapton - Cocaine

6:00 PM Hour 11
Eric Clapton - Layla
Eric Clapton - Tears in heaven
Eric Clapton - I Shot the Sheriff
wonderfull tonight
Eric Clapton - Change the world

7:00 PM Hour 12 - Half Way
Black Eyed Peas - Now Generation
I belong to you by Muse - Official New Moon Soundtrack
Tool - Jambi - 10,000 Days
The Chordettes - Mister Sandman

8:00 PM Hour 13
Orishas - naci orishas
Lady Gaga - The Fame
Radiohead - All I Need
Metallica - Seek and Destroy
David Fonseca -A Cry 4 Love

9:00 PM Hour 14
Kansas - Carry On My Wayward Son
The Stampeders - Carry Me
The Stampeders - Sweet City Woman
Juice Newton - The Sweetest Thing (I've Ever Known)
Cat Stevens - Peace Train
Led Zeppelin - That's The Way

10:00 PM Hour 15
Jeff Healey Band - Angel Eyes
Jeff Healey - SEE THE LIGHT
Ozzy Osbourne - See You On The Other Side
Ozzy Osbourne - Road To Nowhere
Climax Blues Band - So Many Roads
World To Me - Four Shadow
Blink 182 - All The Small Things
Art of Noise - Moments In Love

11:00 PM Hour 16
Climax Blues Band - Hold On To Your Heart
Smokey Robinson & The Miracles - You Really Got A Hold On Me
The Miracles - Love Machine (Long Version)
Dusty Springfield - The Look of Love
Roxette - She's got the look
Asian Rock Violin - Toss The Feathers ~ Gypsy Girl

12:00 Midnight Hour 17
Roxette - Sleeping In My Car
Gino Vanelli - Black Cars
Gino Vannelli - People Gotta Move
Janis Joplin - Piece Of My Heart
Wild Cherry - Try a Piece of My Love
Wild Cherry - Play That Funky Music
Parliament - Up for the Down Stroke
Parliament Funkadelic - One Nation Under A Groove

1:00 AM Hour 18
Devo - Mongoloid
Devo - uncontrollable urge
DEVO - Gates of Steel
DEVO - Girl U Want
Devo - Secret Agent Man
Rolling Stones - – Miss You
Guns N' Roses - Street Of Dreams

2:00 AM Hour 19
DEVO - Whip it
Devo - satisfaction
Devo - Blockhead
DEVO - post post modern man
Rush - Fly By Night

3:00 AM Hour 20 (Labotomy took over for me at this pint)
Rush - Xanadu
Rush - Subdivisions
Rush - Working Man
Rush- The Spirit of Radio (Live)
Rush - Tom Sawyer

4:00 AM Hour 21
Radiohead - Paranoid Android
Radiohead - All I Need
Radiohead - 2+2
Pat Boone - Speedy Gonzales
pat boone - love letters in the sand

5:00 AM Hour 22
Pat Boone - Aint That A Shame
Pat Boone - Beyond The Sunset
Blondie - Call Me
Blondie - Heart Of Glass
Blondie - Sunday Girl

6:00 AM Hour 23
Lady Antebellum - Need You Now
Adam Lambert - Whataya Want From Me
Jason Derulo - In My Head
Lady GaGa ft. Beyoncé - Telephone
Timbaland ft. Justin Timberlake - Carry Out

7:00 AM Hour 24
Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody
Queen - I want to break free
Queen- Somebody to Love
Queen - Under Pressure
Queen - Another One Bites the Dust

8:00 AM Hour 25
Queen - crazy little thing called love
Queen - Radio Ga Ga
Queen - Fat Bottom Girls
Queen - Love of My Life
ABBA - Dancing Queen 1976

9:00 Hour 26 (Took back over at this point and then ended the marathon)
Annie Lennox - Walking On Broken Glass
Annie Lennox - Sweet dreams
Annie Lennox - Here Comes The Rain Again

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Mooo - Mooo - Moving

I think this is post #100 on this Blog...

Ghost Story on the Spot


Been blipping my ass off - almost 300 tonight... Most I have ever done in a row...

52 top metal videos...

52 The Sickness - Disturbed
51 Ascendancy - Trivium
50 Masterplan - Masterplan
49 Toxicity - System of a Down
48 The Black Waltz - Kalmah
47 Back in Black - AC/DC
46 Crimson - Edge of Sanity
45 Rising - Rainbow
44 The Chemical Wedding - Bruce Dickinson
43 Rocket Ride - Edguy
42 Appetite for Destruction - Guns N' Roses
41 Mafia - Black Label Society
40 Advance and Vanquish - 3 Inches of Blood
39 Soul Temptation - Brainstorm
38 Follow the Reaper - Children of Bodom
37 Land of the Free - Gamma Ray
36 Beneath the Remains - Sepultura
35 Wages of Sin - Arch Enemy
34 W.A.S.P. - W.A.S.P.
33 Rising Force - Yngwie Malmsteen
32 With Oden on Our Side - Amon Amarth
31 Reign in Blood - Slayer
30 The Great Radio Controversy - Tesla
29 Dark Passion Play - Nightwish
28 Allegiance - Firewind
27 The Legacy - Testament
26 Blizzard of Ozz - Ozzy Osbourne
25 In Search of Truth - Evergrey
24 Nuclear Fire - Primal Fear
23 Saxon - Saxon
22 Down - Sentenced
21 Cruelty and the Beast - Cradle of Filth
20 Pleasure to Kill - Kreator
19 Operation: Mindcrime - Queensrÿche
18 Nightfall in Middle-Earth - Blind Guardian
17 Balls to the Wall - Accept
16 Keeper of the Seven Keys Part II - Helloween
15 Legacy of Kings - HammerFall
14 Hall of the Mountain King - Savatage
13 The Black Halo - Kamelot
12 Fiction Dark - Tranquillity
11 Holy Diver - Dio
10 Rust in Peace - Megadeth
9 The Jester Race - In Flames
8 Something Wicked This Way Comes - Iced Earth
7 Lovedrive - Scorpions
6 Invictus - Virgin Steele
5 Paranoid - Black Sabbath
4 St. Anger - Metallica
3 Into Glory Ride - Manowar
2 Sad Wings of Destiny - Judas Priest
1 Number of the Beast - Iron Maiden

Monday, March 22, 2010

And then the Hospital gives me an Infection or 3!

So I got an infection in my incision. And in the IV sight from the operating room. I was unaware and got sick from it, so I went to the hospital again and then gave me an IV to pump me full of drugs for the infection. Guess what? The IV sight on the other hand got infected even worse than the left hand.

So now I have two very sore wrists (the right one way more so) and an infected belly button. So they hocked me up to an IV again – this time in the left arm – and pumped me full of a tone of drugs. Now I am taking some pills for the next 10 days. With luck this will fix it. After all, I think that there is a chance of them treating me to death in this hospital of ours.

When I was getting the treatment this last time around, the nurse dropped something on the floor and picked it up. She did not change her gloves, thus ending the “Clean Field”. As well I was reading that they should be using two different types of stuff to clean the sight before you get the IV. First an alcohol swab for 30 seconds, then something I can’t remember the name of for 30 seconds. In all cases they took an alcohol swab for 5 seconds at best. As well on at least the one occasion, I saw them make contact with the IV as it was going into my skin. Serial incompetence or just lazy, I am not sure.