I Hate to Waste Food But

I cooked up 4 days of bean mix (what I tend to eat), and then my tummy did not want food. So Now I've still got 3 days of it in the fridge and I'm hoping I can force down the rest of it before it goes bad.

I was taught that wasting food was a "sin" and it was implanted in my brain, so I feel guilt when I need to toss out food that has gone off.

I'd give some to people, but I'm sure I'd never get my containers back and I paid good money for them. So here I am hoping it's not a loss.

It's rather rare I feel this way. Most of my life in the last just over 10 years, I've bee hungry non stope. Now when I eat I feel rather repulsed. The food still tastes good to me, just the feeling of food in my tummy makes be feel not so well.

It's not like I'm going to puke or I get cramps either. I don't know what the heck is going on. I am not feeling sick at all. My temperature is normal. Everything is normal other than the fact I feel off when I eat.

I guess my plan to save some time later is going to end with me wasting food and feeling guilty for it.

It's amazing how the programing our parents instill in us can last a lifetime. But there it is.