Dave Nicholson

We have replaced God with money and resources. We now worship the rich and give fame to a select few who can do no better than millions of other people. It's strange to me that actors and politicians and just rich people have such a following. These are people who generally do way less than poor people do for the community. We have killed many in the name of resources and gone to war to make them safe. We also looked the other way when hundreds of thousands where being killed in a brutal manner all in the name of tribal identity. After all they did not have resources to offer us. Sooner or later instead off killing in the name of a God or a King we will be doing it to secure limited resources such as drinking water and minerals. We will hide behind the banner of our freedoms and say they are a threat to us. We have already done so after all. The threat of terror was invented by the meddling into of foreign powers in the name of freedom because we did not want the communists to get...

 Leaking windows have caused the wall to be damaged.  Even with a towel on the window there is water running down the wall.  As you can see there is a plugin on the wall under the window. Water and power don't mix well. I am not sure but I don't think this is allowed in the first place.  Hard to see but there is a hell of a lot of water on the casing.  The seals are broken on the windows and they freeze up and then melt in the sun and there is water.  Obvious mold on the window.  Tub surround is not sealed up right and there are gaps for water to get in and damage the wall and attract mold. This very old toilet has had the caulking around it fail and there is mold and gunk around the toilet. In general this place is a health hazard in my mind, but I can't really afford to move to a place where I need to spend $60 or more a month on cabs to get to the store or the doctors office. I have emailed the government and wi...

I love how people try to make you think it's your fault that they don't like you. The reality is, you more than likely did nothing to draw the hate. They in fact see something in you that they hate about themselves and they attack you for it. They will tell you, it's you - it's something you did... But they will never say what that is... So don't let it bother you. Know full well that they hate because it is more easy for them to hate you than to realize they hate themselves. Be strong. Show love and don't let them win. Feel for them, but don't listen to them. You are worth being loved and you are loved. So be strong enough to love yourself. Be strong enough to love others. Be strong enough to be free from from hate. Love literally is the answer. Hugs and I love you, even if you hate me - Dave :)

OK I called them on June 17, 2014. I texted 4 days before that. They are aware of the situation. But so fare nothing has happened and I have not been called. So I added on about the stairs not being lit and the entry not being lit. This is also a hazard to us all in the building. The liability would be theirs if any of us fell. I am giving them to June 26, 2014 to do something, then I am sending this as a registered letter. If I do not hear back from them in a timely manner than I will be passing this on to the health inspector. There is so much wrong with this place that I overlook. The windows are toast. The floor is bouncy. The back stairs are not level. The smoke detectors have not been tested and the batteries have not been replaced since I got here several years ago. By law they should be tested every 6 months and a log signed by the tenant that it has been tested. Every 12 months the battery should be changed and the same thing with the log. But nothing is done. There is a...

The reaction to the scented stuff the people next door are using in the bath. It is coming out of every drain. The sink in the kitchen and bathroom and the bathtub. The plumbing here is obviously not up to code or this would not be happening. The manager is off come place for God knows how long... The kind of reaction I am having tends to get worse every time it happens. So eventually if this is not corrected, it will be fatal. So they need to fix this soon or I have to get the hell out of here. This reaction is about 30 min after the start of the scent leaking into my apartment. As you can see my entire body is red and swelling up. It is burning my eyes and my throat. I have a violent headache as well. But if I take pain pills the Benadryl will not work as well. I took the Benadryl as soon as I smelled the scent. It is still this violent a reaction. Thank you chemical companies for making everything scented.

Confused now. Why is this bad? It's true. The parallels between Nazi Germany in the early years and Russia right now are rather striking. History may just repeat it's self and for some reason people are upset over it. What I really don't get is why Jewish people would be pissed off. This is a nation of people who have never had anything good to say about the Jewish people. There is a long history of hate there. Open you bleeping eyes people! It's all happening again and we are sitting here thinking how bad it is to say the obvious. WTF? http://www.calgaryherald.com/news/national/Prince+Charles+compares+Vladimir+Putin+with+Adolf+Hitler/9860795/story.html

So on Feb 2, 2014 I ordered Avast Internet Security online from their store for $29.99. They advertise a 30 day no questions asked refund policy. So I did not like the product and decided not to use it as it did not live up to my expectations. I look up in the help section of their page on how to get a refund. Then I am told to "look up the order here" and I did. The next step was to "click the request refund link" - well there was no link for that at all. In the forum they said to do something different all together. So I followed the steps. Now after a week of waiting I am told they can NOT process the refund and I have to contact sales with the following info (see attached images). So much for "no questions asked" by the way... Although I see the words "no questions asked" have vanished from the web page. I have little hope that I will be getting the refund at this point. I have seen far too many people complaining on forums here...

I just had a dream of a sculpture. It is on the outside six feet tall. It is the torso and arms of Christ reaching out to the world. On the inside of the chest is a tome like hollow made of galvanized metal. Like a farm building. The inside is covered in graffiti tags. The outside is covered in blue robes. It's called the church. It is a look at modern churches that on the outside look like they are about Jesus, but on the inside they are all about personal notoriety. We need to get back to the basics of what is important as Christians. We can't keep up this show of hate and absurdity for the media. Standing for what gets us air time. Instead we need the Love of God to show threw up and to feed the hearts and bodies of those in need. It can never be about us, we are just a vessel. An outlet for Christ and his message and we need to do good in the community for the sake of the poor and the weak. David S. Nicholson - Feb 23, 2014 at 2:45am.

When I was in my 20's I just wanted to fight and die. Now I want to live so strongly I can't believe it. I used to say, "I don't want to live forever". Now I do want to. All the people I know where damaged in some way as a child. I almost said yes to my youth pastor when he obviously wanted sex from me. I was I think 12. I just felt so good to be wanted by someone. I did not understand and when I did it fucked up my life (only word strong enough). My folks where to say the least strict at times and being that my Mom was mentally ill I got spanked many times for no reason. But I never blamed them. Even as a child I knew what was going on in that situation. Things changed when my Dad finally realized about Mom. But it kind of tainted how I saw them for ever. But all in all I struggled with it all and my own mental illness. I was strong and I prevailed. Now that I am sick and in pain. I often think time is short. I sometimes wish I would just go out in ...

Just watched that film of a man being electrocuted to dead from the 1970's. Not only would there be pain, but your mind being ripped apart by the electricity. What must that be like? Even the modern method of using drugs to kill the prisoner is said to have unimaginable pain for a few moments. To face the truth, the most humane way to put someone to death would be a shotgun blast to the head. There would be no time to process any pain, it would just end. But we think this is horrific. Strange how we have to think of how we see the end of their lives as the most important part. That is to say, how we view the end. The actual person is not thought of. Lethal injection came about for those who watch, not those who die. We tell our children that two wrongs don't make a right, then we kill someone for their crime. This makes anyone who believes in capital punishment (in my mind) a hypocrite. There is no way for me to justify it. Many say it is the will of God, but yet God said that...

Don't you love people who just can NOT accept that you don't have the same view of the universe as they do? Well this will happen all too often on the internet. The kind of people who will attack you for not being a Christian for example or for supporting Gay marriage. The ones I love the best are the narrow minded people who attack you for believing in a God. I for example am a universalist and thus have some form of God in my life. This has made me the target of the small minded who think that no one should believe in God at all. I had one example on a video when I was talking about the universe as an intelligence that is beyond our comprehension and that we are part of that intelligence. This person was always a bit of a child in the way they chose to communicate, but they crossed the line with this video comment. Referring to me as needing to take my medication. This is of course a perfect example of a narrow view of how to think and the lack of understanding of diversit...

OK above is a scan (redacted) of the notice I was given of the rent increase. It will be in effect as of August 1, 2013 as stated above. So until then the rent is still at the current rate of $575. You will notice that in 2 places it states this. One in the proper spot and again in the owners writing (Lease is up July 31, 2013 he put down). The form is dated May 24, 2013 so two months notice and a little bit more. But it clearly states that it ends on July 31, 2013. As we are all under a lease it is legal to give 2 months notice and this is Form 15 as it should be for this instance. So I hand in my rent cheque for $575. This was on the 1st. Today the 3rd the manager comes up with this piece of paper with all our rents on it. It has been changed by hand to $650 for this month. I have to call bullshit on this. This is a legal contract people. So is the one I signed last year that is not up until July 31, 2013. So For this month (June 2013) and next month (July 2013) I am obligated to p...

There is something wrong with me and I can guess and others have guessed but I don't know what... They don't seem interested in finding it out. There are a hell of a lot of autoimmune dysfunctions that can cause what I feel - no testing. Got a test for lupus but they are not accurate and you can do 15 years before it is positive. My dad was sent home from Regina hospital and died in the car beside me as I was taking him home. They ignored him to death. My mother was told for years that she had a chest infection when it was cancer. The cancer doctor told us this was the case. She up and said they dropped the ball on this one. So she was ignored to death... Now it's my turn. I can live with it and just hope that when the pain gets out of hand more than it does now they give me something better. For now I have to take too many of them to make it so I can sleep when the pain is up high. Your not supposed to take as much as I do - but I have to or I will be in pain for days wit...

I was watching Gran Torino and it comes to the part where he is told he has cancer. I started to cry thinking of the long and sad death of my Mother. I said to God, “why do you allow so many terrible things”. I think of children with cancer, birth defects that disable for life and war. I think how much I have and how little most of the world has. I think how the money we have in the west could feed the world. I ask, “Are you blind or are you not even there”. The pain of loss still pushes me down in the dirt. The pain of all that is wrong in this world rises me up in anger. I want to grab some rich guy and beat him in the face and say, “why do you have all this when children in your own city are hungry”? I ask myself, “Why when you are extra money do you do for yourself and not for others”? I have no answer to any of these questions but the last. I am selfish and I will justify my actions just like everyone else does. I think of God and I feel a warm hand on my left shoulder. God is not...

A lot seems to be going wrong this last while. Health wise I mean. Makes me wonder how long I am going to be around on this old earth. Makes me wonder if the time is short. It’s all getting worse you see. The pain is getting worse. My knees have let up some but now and then it just hurts all over my body. Pain like I cannot describe to you. The pain in my bowls is getting to me a lot more often. I am not plugged up in fact it’s the opposite, I go often and it comes out with ease. Yet the pain is so bad. Right now it’s at a 6 I would say. The other night it was a perfect 10. Unimaginable pain. The two days ago I had a lot of blood coming out of my back end. Must have been over a cup of it in total. Sure I sat there for 6 hours waiting to get into the ER. Sure they passed me off like so many times before. But right now I don’t care. Right now I just want to know if this is going to kill me or not. Right now I just want to know if I should be saying goodbye or not. I look back on my life ...

For years Mom told us she could stop smoking but she did not believe it would kill her. After many many years she was put on Oxygen because of it. She quit smoking but it was way too late. For 2 1/2 years (the end of her days) I watched her drift away from me. The cancer she had from smoking taking a small bit of Mom from me every single day. In the end, the last few months, it was so hard just to see her. It was not the person I knew and in the end she did not know me. At the start of this she was full of life and a healthy size. Then at death she was 80lbs. It took so long and life was so hard for her for years. I am not telling you what to do. I am just telling you what happened to someone I loved more than my own life. Hugs - Dave.

Why do I have so many head aches? Ya know the doctors here say it's nothing. The also told Mom it was nothing so many times and it was something very bad. They kept telling my friends dad it's nothing, he now has had a pacemaker put in. So how long till "nothing" kills me? Other thing is, I went to coffee last night and got the hell bit out of me. I have these 3 very large bug bites on my lower back - just where my undies sit at the top of them. They burn like hell and itch like mad. They are also the size of a robins egg. Dang I hope no critters came home with me from there. I don't need that stuff in my life right now.

Deleted my Keek account... What a retarded site. Nothing but moronic drugged up kids. You search for over 30 and you find 10 year olds trying to pretend they are 30... Every post I made I got at least 3 retards asking me to follow then. WTF? If you think FaceBook is for people with no life, you need to see Keek. I have no idea why the hell anyone with the IQ over 50 would want to be on there. Twitter is bad enough, thank you very much. I spent days trying to find something of substance on there and never found it. This goes to prove that the wave of the future is catering to people with no education and the mind of a toddler. No wonder TV is so stupid now if this is the next generation. We are doomed as a race if this is what is supposed to take up the mantle after us. I have to warn you - if you find your kids on Keek take away the internet from them, before they are permanently brain damaged. There are medical professionals trained to repair the short term damage that may have accrue...