Swinging Free - The Nudist in Me (No Nudity in the Blog Post)

I've been a nudist all my life (for the most part). It started when I was very young and I don't remember a time before it when I was dressed in pajamas at night - but there are photos of me like that.

My Dad, my Brother and I used to be nude in the home after 9pm and thought nothing of it. We would watch TV together and just generally be fee from the restraints of clothing.

This gave me a good sense of self that for most of my life has stayed with me. I've rarely been ashamed of my body, and I've rarely cared what others think of it. There was a short time in my early teens where I had issues with this, but that seems to be normal, even for nudists.

In my late teens I started visiting nudist friendly locations within a day trip distance from me (there are not many). In my 20's I went to a lot of nudist camps and a couple of resorts (both in the USA - don't recall the names as it's been many years). There have also been many trips to nudist beaches in my day. There is a beach near Saskatoon (rather a long drive) that is nudist friendly. It's not the greatest beach, but it's a good spot. The only thing is, this beach is an hours walk from the parking aria, and that is not nudist friendly - so you need to wear clothing until you get to the beach.

I've been to many gatherings in the time when I had nudist friends in the Moose Jaw and Regina aria. One in particular was a farm of a guy who is now long dead. It was a perfect location for it, as it was shrouded in trees and not visible from the road. There was a large fire pit with seating for many people. I remember he would put on a BBQ and there would be up to 30 people there at a time. He had 8 bedrooms available as well. This was all funded by the owner and we spent nothing on it, but the price of getting there.

Over the span of time to the age of 40, all of my nudist friends in the aria either moved away, or died. I'm alone with it now. I'm certain there are other nudists, but I just don't know them. I am also not great with strangers in my old age, and have social anxiety now. I never used to be that way, and was a very open person in the day - not any more.

So now I'm nude at home most of the time. I do put on a shirt for most videos I do, but not always. When I do these videos, it's the only thing I have on.

I miss the old days when I could get out and be with other nudists and the feeling of freedom that gave me. If I ever came into a lot of money, I'd think of moving to a nudist colony. I'd be away from my good friends here in Moose Jaw, but not one of them is a nudist, and I can't be totally me with them, as I have to have the social friendly persona of a person who wears clothing.

It's part of my identity. It's who I am. If you want to see my Nudist Blog, click HERE. There is a verification wall and of course full nudity in the blog. It's not much of a blog, but it's there.