July Blogging Challenge Day 16

Where is one place you feel most like yourself?

Right here in my home where I am typing this at this very moment. I can relax, be nude, be as calm as is possible for me given that I have a shit tone of anxiety. I don't have to be defensive like I am when I'm around strangers. I can just be  who I was meant to be.

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