My Fibromyalgia Symptoms & Triggers


Basically this is the reason I can't do much anymore. On a good day I can go out with friends for a few hours but then I spend the rest of the day and most of the next recovering from it.

I have a possible trip to Saskatoon coming up in a couple months and it might be interesting to see how messed up I get over it. I can use some THC gummies to kill the pain while I'm there and some of that toxic crap Arthrotec to keep my joints from locking up on me. But after 3 or 4 days up there doing more things than I should, I'll be down for days. It will be all I can do to crank out a daily vlog after that. Not to mention how expensive the gummies will be.

To be honest, the last time I tried to work, I ended up in the hospital over it. I tried all the tricks to deal with it, but it added up and I crashed. I was literally on the floor and had to call 911. So no can do. Not to mention I was not covered for ambulance then as I was not on disability - so it was a pile of money ($200 I think).

Also to be honest, it's the #1 reason I stopped having sex with other people. It freaking kills me physically. I just can't do it. Not to mention the kink stuff was out long before I gave up sex. Now it's down to manual pleasure.

Right now I'm starting to itch like crazy and I'm starting to stiffen up. I been on the computer for 3 hours and I have over done it. Sitting in this particular chair seems to do me in easy. I should have rested between tasks. But I wanted to sort my files and do some clean up and backups. So now I'm paying for it. Well time to go lay down and put on headphones and listen to a podcast.

Peace and Love be with you all of your days. Hugs.

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