Thursday, October 26, 2017

Next Moth Ima Try Harder With Weight Loss (I Hope)

Tomorrow is weigh in day. After eating this for a week. That would be spiced up butter fried chicken and beans with veggies.

I been literally sucking at it this year. I have only lost about 25 lbs so far. Should be up around 70 or so. But I been bad more than good. It's been an enjoyable ride though.

The worst thing is, I know I can get it done because last year I lost a lot more weight. In fact last year I dropped 73.4 lbs. I stupidly quoted 90 on YouTube in a comment today though and though "that ain't right" and looked it up - not was not right.

I got 25 weeks left in the time frame and if I don't mess it up yet again (over and over) I should be able to hit 50. Life is going to suck if I do, but it's possible.

First week was Mar. 31st 2017 last week will me Mar 23rd. 2018. See I started in the middle of a year. I got to stay the hell away from processed food and stop doing things like eating a big ass poutine. Not to mention a double bacon cheese burger from hell. Just got to be in control.

But sadly I am having a lot of impulse issues this last while and they are NOT going away until I have them chips, or that poutine or whatever.

Might skip the chicken next month and go all bean and veggies. See how I do with that and with luck no pizza or burgers... If I get 2 cans of lentils and a can of tomatoes and some frozen veggies I can eat all day on that. That would because of a good sale next week when I get paid would come out to only about $160 or $170 depending on how much coffee is at the time. Also toss in some spice mix to go with that.

So I should be good since I budget $250 for food. Chicken is normally $35 a box and most of the time I just need 1. BUT won't be getting any next month. Still got lots and it will be a treat now and then for a change of pace once a week.

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Dining In Moose Jaw - AKA I Eat Pouting For 3 LOL

Went out for dinner yesterday. It consisted of 3 cups of coffee and a poutine the size of a small child. I really should have had the "half poutine". But I ordered the full poutine.

So after spending almost 40 minutes cramming fries with cheese curds and gravy on them into my face, I had the feeling I should have taken half of it home with me.

See some how my brain don't let me know "you should stop eating" while I'm eating. Instead it waits till after and tells me "you eat way too much". It's not a helpful brain at all you see.

This reminds me, there have been 2 separate poutine joints in town. Neither lasted that long. Got to wonder who thought they would. It's good to have on a menu, but to just have several kinds of poutine? I don't think it's that popular. I mean I love that shit and I only have it every other month.

I love the R&S Family Restaurant. The food there is awesome and the prices are low - not to mention the amount of food is way more than you should eat. I mean the poutine was literally enough to feed 3 people LOL. That and coffee was LESS than $9. Got to say the burgers there are epic as well.

Just really don't expect "fancy" - the place is populated with country folks and people off the highway. It's a real people joint, not the kind of place you dress up for. If you want that go to Hopkins - they are fancy and what not. Parking sucks, but they are some interesting things on the menu and a haunted history :)

When Good People Become Jerks

Well for one thing, who does not know this? For another thing, yes they know you blocked them because if you EVER commented on their stuff your name is no longer clickable. Then of course, most end up blocked after an argument - well they go back to the argument and it gives them an error. So they know. Sigh.

This personally came about after a 9 or 10 year online friendship came to a stellar conclusion... I'm talking about one of those "you are arguing a point any 6 year old would see is not valid, so you are just in the mood to be a twatt" kind of things.

Fact is this person has been nothing but a pain in my ass for 2 or more months now. Every comment or interaction was one of those "what the hell is with you" kind of things. Then she starts arguing a point no rational person would argue and was a dick while doing it.

Sadly I'm not alone in the "you are blocked" thing on this one. We ended up talking about it on Facebook and sure enough several other people had enough of this persons shit as well in the last while.

She started several months ago trolling groups and going ballistic on people who where trying to sell things. I'm talking trolling the shit out of them. She had no idea who they where and they had done nothing wrong. This should have ended it for me, but I hung in there - much to my regret.

As well she blasted a mutual friend for literally no reason and not one of us knew why she was angry. That again should have ended it. But I tend to give people way too many chances for one reason or the other.

There are several people that think they know why she is off her head this last while, but the fact is who cares? I'm not putting up with abuse from someone I have been supper supportive to for a decade. I was always nice to her and helped her with my own money several times. What did I get for my trouble - attacked by a crazy person looking for a fight.

The worst part is, like several others I have encountered over the years - she has no clue why people are blocking her and thinks she is the victim here. After all in her mind she did nothing wrong. The many others she offended this last while would not agree with that of course.

When I was a teen and in high school there was this one person who just up and had a change in personality like this. We never did find out what the hell happened, but it was almost the same. He just up and started to tell this one person off for no reason. I mean the guy was just standing there looking at a book and POOF the dude was triggered some how.

Well he bitched this guy out and well, got punched in the face over it. The other guy just walked away at that time. Well dumb ass looks at me and says "What the fuck was that about"? Sigh. I told him he was being an asshole and he could not understand why I said it. So I stopped being friends with him.

Best thing is, he went to the office and told on the guy. I knew he was going to do it and I went a bit later and told what happened - so did 2 other people. Well the principal was one of these people who thinks "there is never a time for violence" and he got suspended for 2 days. A total injustice if you ask me.

This fellow ended up just up and vanishing one day - not coming to school any more. I don't have a clue what happened. I did not really know his folks and as I figured he was a crazy asshole - I did not follow up. I rather hope he ended up being looked after or something. Then again it could have been any of 100 things... Who knows.

I'm not even going into the 5 year decline of personality of someone I been hanging out with for many many years and now have distanced myself from. That is just too sad too me. This man was one of the nicest and kindest people I ever knew. Then over the last 5 years he just got angry at the world. I'm 95% sure I know all the reasons, but oh well... We can't fix people - they have to fix themselves.

You all have a fabulous day and keep smiling.

Me Box Has Arrived...

Well my stuff came. It came in a box I could hide a freaking body in, but it came. There was one other time I got a box this size and it had a 12 pack of coffee pods in it. I mean this tinny little box inside this massive box. But I'm told this is not uncommon LOL.

And Some Art