When Deciding To Be Happy Fails
I tried to make this a positive and fun day for myself. But my body won't let me do it.
I have pulled muscles on both sides of my chest and on my back recently. They are acting up badly today.
Esophageal Spasms started hours ago and are still dong strong. This feels like someone is kicking me in the chest every time I breath in BTW.
Acid reflux just started up and I have gas like you won't believe.
This is not all of it. I also am cramping in my arms and legs rather painfully. Oh yes, and I am having yet another anxiety attack from hell.
So I tell you, I tried - but my body is damaging me calm. Not to mention the confusing Trump press conference I just sat threw - I want that time back now...