Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Messed Up The Diet Part 2

And part 2. Here is the offending large pizza. See this one was a massive over-reaction to life in general. I wanted a treat and instead of getting a candy bar out of the machine I got and consumed in one sitting a 14 inch pizza. Not to mention I'm in a Fibro flair and got 2L of coke to drink and have consumed most of it. YES it's made my pain rather worse.
As you see here, Extra Cheese, Italian Sausage, Bacon, Pepperoni (the good kind) and Tomatoes.

Now I am litterally in pain from eating and drinking so much. I won't be able to sleep till 5 am for sure and I feel sick. I knew better and I did it anyway. It's an impulse issue. Thank GOD it's in control enough that I don't spend stupidly until AFTER I pay the rent and get the bills paid. Sigh. It's been years since I felt shame and I do today.


  1. I can completely empathize with what you're saying. I overeat or binge if I am stressed and feel huge guilt after and the sickness. Hope you are okay

    1. Well I normally just move on from being a bit out of control. But being that I eat it ALL in one sitting it made me feel guilty, not to mention I felt sick. The coke was very dumb as well. Made the Fibromyalgia wore and it was hard to sleep.